wanted: real people

im sooo not thinking right and not in the mood at the same time.
 
i woke up 8am already... i took a power nap from 5pm till kanina straight...
 
and i still need to study bcoz my postponed exams will be held tomrow and on tuesday... review lang...
 
there are a lot of things that happened with old friends, new friends, special friend and family that i didn't like...
 
maybe that's why im like this today... er, moving on...
 
i can't tell you guys what really happened why im like this today bcoz as i have said, im not in the mood and im not in my ryt mind...
 
OUTLINE: (things happened) likes and hates, identify nyo na lang if it's hate or like...
  • why do people need to boast around kahit wla naman dapat ipagmalaki? feeling matalino, lumilipad sa ere...
  • buti nga sayo...
  • wlang maloloko, kung wla magpapaloko...
  • they're making the minor issue a major issue... and the major a minor... stupid!
  • mga taong pa-bida sa lahat ng tao! repeated story... over and over again...
  • story telling a lie?
  • accomplice classmate? wah!!! no!
  • art of letting go...
  • art of moving on...
  • sorry? why people need to say sorry if i didnt feel he/she's sorry? he/she should've shown na lang...
  • friends seems to care but i guess they just don't...
  • grabbing the oppurtunity? don't be an oppurtunity grabber... wah!
  • confession... starbux... veranda...
  • problem solving.... ABC...
  • makasarili... tsaka tama bang sabihin pa? ---> mga tao talga pag-college... trust few people in college...
  • support from a nice friend... thanx bro!
  • a text message from a family member... wah!
  • friend/kuya ---> elaborate
  • you're so into that person! move on ok? wat's with that him? he's already commited ok!?
  • ang grupong magulo... ---> ewan ko ba ba't ganyan ugali nyo...
  • friend, you're so into him! wah... what if iniwan ka, babalik ka ba?
  • ma-OP? tsk... yung grupo talgang yan...
  • nasabihan akong, mahangin sa labas... er, ok lang... i like ms cruz... but i was absent in her class bcoz she said, im over 15 min late... exacto lang dba?
LSS: it's you by u-turn, stick around by azure
CURRENT READINGS: pharmacology by katzung, histology by junqueira, miracle cure by palmer--> for the 2nd time
 
ok, thanx to goi, for visiting you? ok... er, i enjoyed your freezing room and watching ETC... o nga pala and you're mattress on the floor... that's all...
 
later guys... later at starbux!

bed weather...

this is a late post... this was due last week! august 26...
 
it is! still a bed weather day!
 
yesterday, all i did was to lay in my bed doin nothin, thinking about the things happening in my life... or try to fix this PC bcoz it's not in good working condition. i mean... purposeless...
 
my PC's the most useless PC with window's XP. nagsisisi nga ko ksi dun ko pa pina-reformat...
 
er, wla pa xang booster for the wormblast virus and so i can't use its XP when i will use the net. pathetic naman nung nagformat, alam nya naman siguro wat's wormblast ryt? neway, so yun! i use this win98 of my PC ksi win98 is not affected by wormblast. only XPs and 2000 versions can be infected by the worm.
 
er, one more thing is that when im connected on the net, my connection is so slow... sometimes even 19kbps only! the heck! before, i used to have 46kbps and now... cruel...
 
and so, some other web pages are not able to view on my PC due to slow connection...
 
yesterday, i want to review but due to the weather condition, my mood dictated me to just lay around and be unproductive... wla akong inaral kahapon, and im thankful bcoz wla nanamang exams today bcoz of baha! happy and sad at the same time.
 
so now, i think i need to be productive bcoz that's what i should really be doing... to study... 4ever...
 
rain stopped but why no classes? flooded pa ba sa uste? mahirap nito... maghahabol uli kami... hay buhay...
 
i was freakin out a while ago ksi naman i dunno if classes are cancelled or not becoz kanina, sobra lakas ng ulan... e wla na kong load ksi naman sabi ng cousin ko, free daw SMS ng smart khapon, e un! naubusan naman ako...
 
so, pabili ako sa katulong namin ng load sa 7-11, e wla na daw... globe lang daw available... sus! 7-11 nga xa...
 
pinapunta ko xa sa glory supermarket para bumili... that was already 7am in the mawnin... and my first exam today should start at 8.30am... un! nakabili xa... 300 nga lang, napagastos tuloy ako... bawas din pang-bux yun!
 
hay... buti na lang text ako ni kenneth... wla daw pasok! buti pa yun tinext ako... salamat bro ah! maaasahan ka talga!
 
very early mawnin, ngtext na sa akin si tine... galing pa ksi xa ng laguna e... tatanong kung lakas ulan... kagigising ko lang dat time ah... mga 5.15am siguro... un! e, wla ko load e kya d ko xa natext, pero that time, lakas ulan...
 
tinawagan ko xa after i loaded my fone, asa bus na xa along taft avenue... but she's already informed... she just have to go to lawton to have a ride back home... ksi doon lang xa pwede sumakay sa terminal ng bus... wawa naman xa... but at least d na xa tumuloy ust sa baha...
 
yan... the sun starts to shine in the moanin sky... hehe
 
at!!! may kilala pa kong, nanood pa ng sine kahapong malakas ang ulan! hehehe... u knoe who you are... miss you!
 
they have decided... i need to find a suitable dorm for me or, an apartment na lang... lipat na ko next sem... on my own...
 
wow! i remember joey potter from dawson's creek when she sang that song... on my own... un ba yung title? remember when she sang in a beauty contest when they were still in HS? title ba yun o yun lang yung first line ng song?
 
can relate ako noh? hehehe... can relate b ko sa dawson's? yeah... some of the episodes... sometimes i feel like im dawson or percy...
 
i need to go to the grocery but i don't knoe when... im lazy to go... i need to buy a lot of necessary things... like lysol, cotton buds, cotton, er, shampoo? extra shampoo... and extra soaps..., etcetera
 
i slept early last night... 9pm i guess... bcoz im already sleepy... not the thought of studying for my exams today... luckily i was saved... wakeke...
 
alala ko tuloy si lew, wakekee yung tawa nya sa YM e... wahaha... LOL... neway, nde nya na ko maalala... ksi daw tagal na kami nde nagusap at d na familiar sa kanya YM ID ko... un! LOL
 
out of words na ko...
 
cge... i need to go... byee! ciao ciao ciao! sayonara!
 
COLOR: maroon(5)
LSS: this love, on my own, it's you, in or out by sandara... LOL. tsaka early moanin

things that made me say ahhhh and ewww...

i got home mga 2am na kanina... from starbucks morato... she's really fucking us wrong! she gave us notes but it's useless bcoz it's not a not a review notes per se... it's just a xerox copy taken from a book... worth 18 pesos! ganun din!
 
last night ko lang na-realize that pharmacology topic for prelims is too long... shux! ewan ko lang bka mapag-halo ko mga drug terms...
 
whew! drugs for hypertension, parasympathetic drugs, angina drugs, diuretics, Ca+2 blockers, vasodilators, sympathetic drugs, etc.... wahhh!
 
ok, i dowana talk about these nemore...
 
some might not relate to what im talking about...
 
God loves me so much that he gave me the whole day today to review because He knoes im not really confident with what i have studied...
 
wlang pasok! shoot!
 
i was only half-day yesterday and so i got home before lunch. i took a nap and didn't woke up till 6pm. my plan was to sleep 2 hours only and go to starbux to study but t'was changed.
 
i was in bux mga around 8pm already and there are a lot students also who are reviewin especially med students... like me? jowk! feeling lang...
 
and there is this one large group of noisy barbaric people who didn't care about people who are studying inside. they must have stayed at the veranda so they would have not distracted us...
 
they were taking pictures wherein flashes of light fill the room which distracts the people who are studying...
 
they were also talking and laughing out loud as if they were the only the people inside.
 
ok... it's starbux, not a library, a public place, a coffee shop where people hang around and talk... but hey! they were the only person i saw in a place like starbux who acted sooo barbaric and talk very loud!
 
ok... moving on...
 
i got home 2am, before i slept, thunders and lightnings started... it started raining hard since 2:30am... when i woke up 3 hours later, t'was still raining hard and ang lakas na ng agos ng tubig pababa ng street namin...
 
nde naman xa baha...
 
sus! baha nanaman sa uste!
 
sumabay na lang ako sa mga cousins ko palabas sakay sa car... daan nila ko 7-11 para mag-abang ng FX.
 
nagtext at call si kenneth at tatanong kung wla pasok, e sab ko nde pa ko nakasakay... tsaka taka ako kung bakit sa akin xa nagtanong, e xa tong malapit sa uste... feeling ko that time, i was already late for my pharmaco exam, i was also imagining myself that when i get to ust, i still have to climb till 4th floor lab 10.
 
pagod na pagod, hinihingal bago mag-exam...
 
nagreply xa, wla na daw pasok sabi ni manong guard... tsaka ewan ko kung sino si sec general...
 
hanggang ngayon, lakas pa rin ng ulan... and i want coffee again... my only addiction... why? i dunno...
 
drink ko lang naman sa bux e tall or grande vanilla <ka-puh-chi-noh>... or coffee jelly... yum! tara!
 
neway, i bought a new alarm clock, it's the old kind of alarm clock... those with 2 bells on top... it's very nice and really wakes me up... and what's more? it doesn't need batteries! energy saving! tawag nga nila "de-kwerdas"? wakekeke....
 
ang lakas talga ng alarm nya...
 
yan ambon na lang... ambulan nga sabi ng iba...
 
er, ano pa ba?have watched breakfast kanina... and angel aka erning in strangbrew was there... is she a regular? i was shocked, she's a good host pala... because in strangebrew, she's like a freak!
 
amazing race pala mamya... live telecast... hmmm...
 
er, talo pala si nyco maca... and she deserved it...
 
im getting skinny again... kaka-puyat!
 
nga pala, kita ko si sandara nung sunday night sa bux! shux, ganda pala nya personal... nahihiya pa daw xa kunyari... sus! pero now i knoe why she got a lot of fans... bat ksi may album pa yun tsaka show na nde bagay sa kanya... in short, i think she doesn't really have talents... brains? ewan ko lang... pero she's pretty...
 
 
pathetic...
 
antok pa ko... cge... bye!
 
yan umulan uli malakas... hmP!
 
there you go! an update! yehey!
 
wla nanamang ulan! sus!

sleep all day -> a wish

my day was aryt... nakabawi na ko ng sleep which was ok but my plan was sanayin ang sarili na 4 hours lang ang sleep. neway, my exam in microbiology lab was okay... siguro perfect ko na yun kung nagreview talga ko ksi stock knowledge lang talga and sobra katamad na kasi paulit-ulit na ni-rereview. neway, after my exam in microbiology lab, dat was 1pm, make-up class sa clinical chem. sus! alam nyo kung what time dumating si prof cruz? 2pm! dba? pasaway? wasting of time... yun pala, wla na xang ididiscuss ksi tapos na pala yung topic, yun nagbigay na lang xa ng notes. 4 copies of notes... and haba! sus! and we waited for 2 hours for the class to have em ksi we need to have it photocopied. thanx nga pala kay devoe... kasi xa yung in-charge sa photocopy... e yun! tumagal pa bcoz may dumagdag pang isang section. e 2pm, we were supposed to go at makati, xempre liwaliw before exam week... tsaka watch sana si javier kaso tsk, wla na... 5 na kami pinauwi and we're already very wasted. yun! d na tuloy...
 
my week was big! full of surprises and happening! hehehe...
 
neway, we saw charlene gonzales the other day... in front of the medicine building... they were shooting... bat kami asa medicine building? er, punta hospital ksi eat doon sa bagong nice resto sa hospital area. hm... neway, d ko xa nakilala ksi iba color ng hair nya and iba talga look nya... she's more beautiful sa personal! sobra ganda at lakas ng dating, parang wala pang kambal na anak. yun! sexy at nde sya mataba unlike sa TV... talgang sexy...
 
er, last night naman, concert sa school gym! naubusan kami ng ticket so kinig na lang kami sa labas... sa field. er, pero mga half na ng concert, pwede na pumasok... un! d pa rin kami pumasok ksi puno na tao sa loob. tambay muna kami sa coffee indulgence before concert kya nakakain pa kami at kwentuhan! ok naman... now, im learning to love U-turn... ganda kasi pagka-kanta ng single nilang "it's you". download ko nga ngayon e... yun!
 
mah family will be here bukas... er, katatapos lang ksi exam week ng mga utols ko kya they're here! e ako naman may exam next week... wrong timing pero ok lang... ksi nde naman ako nakakauwi sa amin kya sila na lang punta d2.
 
will nyko maca the next star in a million? watch nga ko bukas... sobra galing nya kasi mag-perform... the stage really loves her... sobra! i read in the newspaper that she'll be singin an alicia song tomrow, her fav artist... baka if i aint got you yung song... e fav ko pa naman for now... yun!
 
bad3p talga government sa pinas... kya dami umaalis e... knoe wat? the debt of the philippines ay umaabot sa sa trillion? parang each filipino ay may utang daw na 40,000 pesos. wow! may utang pala kong 40,000 pesos... i think d na talga magbabago systema d2 at nde na rin aasenso ang pilipinas...
 
knoe wat's my LSS for today? stick around by azure... ewan ko... wla lang sabi ko lang...
 
nga pala, ang pangit ng episode ng love notes kanina... kabit? LOL wag naman...
 
nagtext nga pala si april kanina, ewan ko kung bakit, via YM pa... tska send ako ng quote, ngtext back din! wierd... naalala ko nun! hahaha... LOL...
 
my tita and cousins are here already... they just arrive...
 
finally, i think i need to end this now... wla na ko masabi e... er, pahinga na uli ko ksi im back to reality tomrow! review nanaman! whew! ciao!

wla lang...

i just want to say that im sleepy but i must not sleep early! i have no one to say... pathetic me! er, ok so, i read yesterday in the philippine star that the next HP book, the 6th book would be, "Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince". it also said that jk revealed that harry will not die in the 7th book but she's not telling if that's the last book yet. er, she also added that there are a lot to expect. there are 2 hanging question she left: why did voldemort didn't die in the first place, why is he alive yet? and, why can't dumbledore just kill him, why harry?... when she was asked if ron and hermione will end up together, she said, she can't answer it but well, just read what she said below the lines. ok... i just want to share and so that my blog, is updated.
 
neway, my day is busy as usual but busier... hehehe... LOL...
 
nga pala, wlang pasok ng saturday! YES! and, jimmy, u-turn and nyoy will be in UST tomrow! hehehe... try kami kung may ticket pa...
 
bye, watch muna ko xtra challenge bago aral! un lang talga! hehehe... katawa talga si rufa mae...
 
later...

wala sanang pasok saturday next week!

knoe wat? javier will be here this august. he will be singin at ayala malls on august 20 at greenbelt 8pm and in ATC the next day! whew, he was the one who sang my now LSS song and let me say my now favorite song, "if i never get to heaven"... and some songs like crazy, etc. august 20 is friday and that would be my last class day of the week next week if there will be no classes on ninoy aquino day, but what if we still have saturday classes? whew... hope i can go! later...

day-saturday! first tag-lish post... ata...

i saw a while ago my quantitative chem prof last year and she's kewl, i mean she's ok... we greeted each other and ok naman xa... last night, i mean yesterday, supposed to be, wala kaming class but we have to make-up class kasi naman 3rd day ng throat culture sa microlab. we have to intepret our culture and i think mine was staph. mga 1pm i left the school. i was in starbucks morato straight from school. start na ko nag-aral ng parasitology lab. me girl pa ko nakita, sa sobra ikli ng skirt, when she sit, she can't sit on her skirt per se. so yun! ok naman xa, cute naman xa tignan... mga tao talga sa morato ganun! whew! sarap talga ng coffee jelly... crave pa nga din ako e... kaso mamya diabetic na ko! diabetic na nga ata ko e... ewan ko lang... wag naman sana... light coke or diet pepsi na nga lang inom ko e tsaka minsan na lang... water na halos. when i got home, natulog na ko ng 4pm staight till 12mn. nagising ako ksi nagutom ako... u knoe, hilig ko kumain e... so, kumain ako sa baba at nagawa ko pang mag-microwave dahil nawala na talga antok ko. so, after eating, kinig ng wave, nanuod ng late night news tsaka nag-aral sa parasitology listening to wave, nice nga songs nung madaling araw e... i made a reviewer, it's a table kya madaling mag-review tsaka calm last night so it's sooo nice to review. nde na nga ko natulog e... inumpisahan ko na yung histo lab manual ko, kaso 4 pa lang na-draw ko ksi it's so hard... u knoe, connective tissues. i took a bath after my 4th drawing so i was early, 1 hour early ata e... so i went to school confident but not sooo much... d gaya ng iba... sus! kahit pinipilit kong nde mainis... pinagpipilitan pa e... LOL. mejo ramdam na din antok pero kaya ko pa... yun! okay naman classes. nasigawan pa ko ni aaron kanina dahil maingay daw ako. dat was the 2nd time na sinigawan ako dahil maingay daw ako... ok lang ksi maingay nga ko but my purpose was good, ksi someone was asking me something about the practicals. at parang ako lang maingay... ang dami kyang maingay kanina, i think nahihiya syang sigawan yung iba kya ako yung sinigawan kasi friend nya ko para tumahimik na rin yung iba. as if naman ksi... sometimes, you really have to do that kaso, i think he did it wrong, nde naman dahil nasigawan ako, patay malisya na lang kaso, dba? im not mad at him kaso sana masigawan nya rin sarili nya pag-maingay sya dba? jollibee nanaman kmi kanina ksi wlang gusto mag-isip kung saan kumain, i said my money is only 100 bucks plus so we ended up eating at jollibee which is ok naman ksi nabusog ako, as usual, tama ba spelling ng usual? sorry ksi wla ko sa condition ngayon kya nga tag-lish pa post ko e... er as usual, # 14 order ko... nagpabili pa sila vita... tinawagan ako at nagpapa-deliver. ginawa akong operator at delivery service. hmp! pero ok lang... tamad ksi bumaba at nagrereview. hehehe... review na kami after tsaka call ko pa pala si lau, greet ko si lau ksi birthday nya. me lakad daw xa today so she can't treat us... e i can't commit naman ksi next week naman heavy ako tas nxtnxt week, periodical na... hmp! ok, so yun, mga 3 minutes din kami nagusap. 1pm, start practicals.
 
nag-CR lang kami nila kenneth pabalik pa lang kami, sinisagawan na nila akong bilisan ko daw dahil ako pala ang una sa practicals. tangeks! mauna pala last half of the class. so, yun! ok naman yung practicals. tinakpan nga yung label ng parasite na nakalagay sa bottle pero we are allowed to lift it to see the reflection ng name ng parasite behind the covering. so yun! mabait naman si sir e... kso minsan, ewan ko ba dun! class namin sa para both lec and lab parang asa comedy bar. after that, nagyaya na manuod ng collateral kasi 1.30 pa lang tapos na kami tsaka naman would you believe, for the past 2 months, i've never been to a movie house, loser ko... ni spider-man nga nde ko pa napanod e, si ken naman napanood na pati now that i found you! ewan ko ba dun! ganda daw e... ken ah... hehehe... pero decide na ko umuwi ksi nde pa matrafic tsaka naisip ko rin to rest. sinabi ko na lang na-text nila ko kung tuloy talga lakad ksi nde naman sila makapag-decide. yun! when i arrived, replay ng opening ng olympics sa tv so pinanuod ko pero d ganun kaganda. i think the best olympic opening i saw was in atlanta and the best lighting of the olympic fire was in barcelona. er, better nga lang lighting of olympic light ngayon sa athens compared in atlanta. e yung sa sydney? wla lang... parang, d nyo na ba pwedeng pagandahin? so, yun! i think nag-rest na ko! pero tired pa rin ako e... ifeel so weak. JoJo's hot! have you seen her, she's just 13 yrs old wud you believe? er, it's raining hard now, but it's ok, malamig but i want to take a scrub bath but i think i can't take a long time inside the bathroom now... tignan ko na lang...
 
im planning na mag-dorm next semester because nahihirapan ako sa pag-aaral. kahit next sem lang. ewan, sinabi ko na kila mama but paguusapan daw next week ksi they will go here. plan ko na before that this school year, mag-dorm ako unfortunately, nde pwede. i think pag-uusapan din about me having my car or what ksi my bro will also be here next year! so yun! ewan ko... wla pang revelation. ksi naman my dad wants to buy this house and lot as well as buying a new family vehicle. kaso, isip nya pa what to buy first, yun! ksi naman investment nga yung lot dba? and malapit lang sa iba naming lupa so yun! he's confused i guess... dami gastos!
 
i think, this is long already... onga, long na xa... updates soon! later...
 
o nga pala, wla bang pasok next saturday? ksi ninoy aquino day daw e... yun! sana nga... whapak!

edongs -> abs-cbn

oops! hehe... im back! i just want to say that it was jhec and alvin's treat a while ago... i thought it was only jhec's treat bcoz he was the one who invited me... so, that's it! because i only wrote in my previous blog that it was only jhec's treat unknowing that it was jhec and alvin's! neway, happy birthday again to jhec and alvin! thanks sa food! sorry at d ko nakasama sa inuman, kailangan mag-review eh... tsaka may class ksi bukas! sorry... next time na lang!

microbiology is really a major subject! t'sux!

things that pissed me off today:
  • tiring day 2 of throat culture in microbiology laboratory
  • i washed the petri dishes with culture. yuck!
  • i have no lab gown, gloves, cap and mask! eewwww.... microbes!
  • rush in inoculation! hmp!
  • groupmates are sooo self-centered, except vita of course...
  • my compiled notes book is wet because tet accidentally opened the distilling faucet thinking t'was the gas outlet. hmp!
  • i ate my lunch in a rush.
  • our quizzes and practical exams are compiled a while ago and i realized next week will be a heavy week!
  • my plan to go to library was cancelled.
  • my tag board's broken bcoz it's not working! wtf!
  • in short, because of microbiology laboratory!
things that made me happy:
  • finished my manual in parasitology.
  • eat out later bcoz jhec invited me at timog... u knoe bday... happy birthday jhec!
  • i luckily finished my practicals in microbiology laboratory
  • friends
  • ryan sua went to our class a while ago unfortunately, haven't got the chance to talk to him because im doing my manual in parasitology, but at least!
  • im still lucky that i ate lunch for the others have not! hehe...
  • aaron lend me a pair of gloves!
  • a friendster message from mags. happy birthday too!
tomorrow, we have to go to school at 12PM to do the day3 of the throat culture! it sux ryt? neway, wat sux more is that we're not allowed to go there early, it should be 12PM! hmp! aurelio called me a while ago telling me about jhec's bday celebration in timog, and ill be going. there are 3 birthdays today! jhec, alvin and mags! happy birthday! er, im slightly pissed off but slowly feeling alright already because of the accomplishments and good things that also happened today... ok, i have to prepare now... ciao!

everytime

Notice me
Take my hand
Why are we
Strangers when
Our love is strong
Why carry on without me?

Everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, it's haunting me
I guess I need you baby

I make believe
That you are here
It's the only way
I see clear
What have I done
You seem to move on easy

And everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you baby

I may have made it rain
Please forgive me
My weakness caused you pain
And this song is my sorry

At night I pray
That soon your face
Will fade away

And everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you baby

before, i used to hate this song but when i read the lyrics and while reading, also listening to the song's emotion, it touched me and im shocked because it tells about me. i dunno, it's such a coincidence. you all knoe that for me britney's hot but i just love watching her dance and do all those sexy moves as well as to listen to her mind stimulating and arousing dance songs. i have no interest in her ballad songs at all but this one really strucked me! hmmm... this song is what im feeling right now... im so sad and confused as well... im not yet ready... later guys...

taken from pookerooblogger

INSTRUCTIONS
1. Copy this whole list into your journal.
2. Bold the things that are true about you.
3. Whatever you don't bold is false.


01. When I was younger, I made some bad decisions
02. I don't watch much TV these days
03. I love olives
04. I love sleeping
05. I own lots of books
06. I wear glasses or contact lenses
07. I love to play video games
08. I've tried marijuana (back in my party days)
09. I've watched porn movies (for fUn!)
10. I have been in a threesome
11. I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship
12. I believe honesty is usually the best policy
13. I have acne free skin (sometimes)
14. I like and respect Al Sharpton
15. I curse frequently
16. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year
17. I have a hobby
18. I've been told I: (women) have an applebottom, (men) am packing.
19. I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me
20. I'm really, really smart haha jk, well maybe not
21. I've never broken someone's bones
22. I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal (but it's ok)
23. I hate the rain
24. I'm paranoid at times
25. I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free
26. I need money right now
27. I love Sushi
28. I talk really, really fast
29. I have fresh breath in the morning
30. I have semi-long hair
31. I have lost money in Las Vegas
32. I have at least one brother and/or one sister
33. I was born in a country outside of the U.S.
34. I shave my legs (females)on a regular basis
35. I have a twin (kuno) hi ken!
36. I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyes in the past
37. I couldn't survive without cell phone
38. I like the way that I look (usually)
39. I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months (not big)

40. I know how to cornrow
41. I am usually pessimistic
42. I have a lot of mood swings
43. I think prostitution should be legalized
44. I think Britney Spears is hot
45. I have cheated on a Sig. O. in the past
46. I have a hidden talent
47. I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have
48. I think that I'm popular
49. I am currently single
50. I have kissed someone of the same sex
51. I enjoy talking on the phone
52. I practically live in sweatpants
53. I love to shop
54. I would rather shop than eat
55. I would classify myself as ghetto
56. I'm bourgie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders
57. I'm obsessed with my Xanga or blog
58. I don't hate anyone. I dislike them.
59. I'm a pretty good dancer
60. I don't think Mike Tyson raped Desiree Washington
61. I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother
62. I have a cell phone
63. I believe in God
64. I watch MTV on a daily basis (when im not busy studying)

65. I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months
66. I love drama
67. I have never been in a real relationship before
68. I've rejected someone before
69. I currently have a crush on someone
70. I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life
71. I want to have children in the future
72. I have changed a diaper before
73. I've called the cops on a friend before
74. I bite my nails (when im still a kid)
75. I am a member of the Tom Green fan club
76. I'm not allergic to anything
77. I have a lot to learn
78. I have dated someone at least 10 years older or younger
79. I plan on seeing Ice Cube's newest "Friday" movie
80. I am very shy around the opposite sex (most of the time, if I'm attracted to him/her)
81. I'm online 24/7, even as an away message
82. I have at least 5 away messages saved
83. I have tried alcohol or drugs at a party (alcohol only)
84. I have made a move on a friend's Sig. O. in the past
85. I own the "South Park" movie (also a playstation game)
86. I have avoided assignments at work to be on Xanga or blog
87. When I was a kid I played "the birds and the bees" with a neighbor or chum
88. I enjoy country music (sometimes, depends)
89. I would die for my best friends (sacrifice na lang)

90. I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza
91. I watch soap operas whenever I can.
92. I'm obsessive, and often a perfectionist
93. I have used my sexuality to advance my career
94. I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all (his music)
95. I know all the words to Slick Rick's "Children's Story"
96. Halloween is awesome because you get free candy
97. I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it
98. I have dated a close friend's ex.
99. I'm happy as of this moment
fin!

realization... why im no progress... thank you God...

now i knoe why im no progress with my studies. it's because im having a gap with God. it's not that i hate God or we had a fight or something. it's just that i only give small time for Him. when i pray at night and morning, i only have small time for Him. we all have equal length of time, 24 hours a day but i guess only 15 min is all i can give for Him. when i pray for the past schooldays, i only thank Him for each and every day and ask for His guidance. i don't have time to share and thank Him my all day activities and realizations as well as achievements, and talk to Him all the things i want to tell Him. this is due to my busy schedule. when i get home, i eat, study until i get sleepy or until i have finished my lessons, and because im already sleepy, i pray and talk to Him for just a few minutes. i sometimes even forget to tell Him my problems about my studies and i realized now that He's the one who can help me with these struggles in my studies, then why can't i help from Him? why realize now? i dunno... maybe He's also the one who made me realize what's happening in my life. i worry all the time because i always get low grades but why worry if God is there to help? i think i need time management. yes i do! an equal time for everything. all i do is study and now i knoe why im no progress eventhough i study hard... im away from God. i forgot he's there to help and guide me. i forgot that i guarantee His presence in all the things i do just ask His presence. im thankful that i realized these things now... now that im not yet full of problems. thank you God that you let me realize things now! im very happy and inspired now... thank you very much!

this is me, in case you don't knoe...


wla lang post ko lang pic ko ok? hehehe...
posted by dack

mediocre host

last friday was the finale of the road trip extra challenge. the challengers are alex de rossi, mel soriano, sheree hotbabe, alicia "manzano" and this unknown-to-me guy before from abs-cbn and now in the fantaserye marinara. my 2 female friends were discussing about what had happened to alicia in baguio city when they have to make "limos" to the by passers. the rules are they were not supposed to move nor talk, they just have to stand there holding their cans for the "limos" and it happened that alicia was put into a place where there are these hoodlums kissing her as they put 1 peso coin every kiss. you can see that alicia almost lose her control while the maniacs kept doing that to her. when the challenge ended, alicia's mad and she told the maniacs that she respects the citizens of baguio but she just lost her respect to them because of what they did to her. then she went to the van crying and also mad to the staffs of extra challenge. she even said something like what if edu(manzano) would see what they did to her.
 
before, i dunno how i will react with this topic. i think alicia has the right to express what she felt about that horrible experience she had because she's a woman, and she must never be treated like that, it was really a traumatic and gruesome experience to a kind of woman she is. but it's still extra challenge, they are the top-rated reality show here in the philippines and because of those kind of challenges, they managed to get the high rates from the viewers. there were a lot of cases already where challengers cry out loud because of the challenge but they accepted the challenge so they must do it till end, or if not quit at that very moment. but nobody quited yet would you believe? as far as i knoe, nobody quited yet because im an avid viewer of the show. one of my friend reacted that they should put on the contract what the challengers might get and the challenges would be and what they would let them do. but i think it wouldn't be a challenge if you let the challengers know already what they might get because this would make the show scripted and the show's a reality-based show. and being real is like experiencing it in real life which is full of surprises. another friend of mine commented about how phoemela(one of the hosts) acted so wrong on the moment where alicia's having her gruesome moment. she seemed not to care about what was happening and she even teased alicia of quiting already the challenge. i think phoemela's just doing her job, that's what the director or producer toled her and she must of course do it. is she a mediocre host? yeah i believe so... a fair host... remember that she did hard challenges too before she got the job left by miriam. and if she would help alicia to that part, that wouldn't be a challenge anymore, the show must now be called "extra care" hahaha... one more thing is that, the challengers knoe already that in extra challenge there are really extra challenges that will come and they really must think about it before doing the show. i knoe alicia really had a bad experience with extra challenge but she must not blame that to the staffs because they were not the one who did those rude things to her and they are just doing their jobs, of course, more actions higher ratings right? neway, if you think im thinking immorally here because if you think of me that i luv seeing alicia kissed by the maniacs, well no, im also just talking about reality here, life's like that you can never change it. it's the life of the camera and media. they would do anything that will make their show's rating high right?
 
would you believe that the winner of the challenge is alicia and during the finale, it showed her ok and happy. i think she wasn't really mad. it's just that at that moment(baguio moment) the challengers were really tired, hungry and lack sleep, and unfortunately that challenge was given to her. sorry... hehehe... the show must go on!

HP trivia

this is just an information to the up coming happy potter 4 movie! i just read it a while ago from a newspaper.
 
  1. Ralph Fiennes will play as Voldemort. for those who doesn't knoe ralph, he was the love interest of j.lo in made in manhattan.
  2. they started filming the movie since june 25
  3. it will be released november 2005
  4. Brendan Gleeson (cold mountain, troy) will play as mad-eye moody
  5. Miranda Richardson (the crying game) will play as rita skeeter
  6. Robert Pattinson -> cedric diggory
  7. Stanislav Ianevski -> viktor krum
  8. clemence poesy -> fleur delacour
  9. katie leung -> cho chang. the rumor's not true that heart evangelista nor kristen kreuk will play cho's character.
  10. new diractor mike newell
wla lang... hehehe! just want to share...

wave 89.1

why i love this station? i dunno, er, it's close to my heart? every song the deejay plays touches me...  especially the songs in portions like "dreamsounds" and "top 8 @ 8" w/c i always catch. i hear the wave when i review my lessons, when i sleep, when i wake up, when im mad, im bored, almost every mood! it's very different to other radio stations where the deejays are calm, the songs are soft and classy. i can say that the wave is not "pang-masa" because they don't play songs that you usually hear in local radio stations. most of the songs they play are just played in their station sometimes, they are the first who plays this specific song in the local airwaves. they really have great tastes of music. unfortunately, the wave is only aired here at metro manila and close provinces like bulacan et cetera so i don't get a dose of it when im in pangasinan. so that i can hear my favorite songs from the wave when im in pangasinan, i bought their chart topping CD compilation "dreamsounds" and "dreamsound 2", but for me, the first one is better. i also hear joe d mango's portion "love notes", the very famous love doctor of the teenagers w/c you can hear every friday and read at libre and inquirer. what i think makes the wave likable is that the deejays are calm, not shouting and talking trash words unlike the other stations.
 
trivia: a friend of mine, liezel tole me that the david-blain-like filipino magician from canada eric mana who was recently featured in different tv programs was a former wave deejay. but im not sure yet about this. wahehe...

this song!

knoe wat? i always hear this song at wave 89.1 especially during dreamsounds, my favorite portion but i just recently found out that the title was "if i never get to heaven" by javier it has great melody, very catchy and the lyrics is so nice and inspiring. i just want to share it. i hope i can put the audio here but i can't.
 
fortunately, a friend of mine tole me the title as well as the singer when i wrongly sang the chorus to her, i mean wrong lyrics because i can't even search for the lyrics in the net for i don't knoe the title. now i had it downloaded and im hearing and singing it over and over again! wahehehe... enjoy! another song that i like and inspires me is the song by alicia keys, "if i ain't got you". it's really nice especially the duet version with usher. cool!
 
verse 1:
What does your love mean to me
its something i can't answer easily
just like the air that i breathe
you fill me up inside, you give me all that i need
like a bird flying high on a summers day
you're the wind that carries me away
to a place where you and i will always stay forever
 
chorus:
if i never get to heaven then at least i will have known
i had an angel here that I could call my very own
and if this world should end tomorrow,  girl this much i know is true
i found my piece of heaven the day that i found you
 
verse 2:
longer than poets will rhyme
girl my love will burn for you until the end of time
if i should die before tomorrow comes
i wont regret a single day, because i had your love
must be somethin in the way you say my name
it takes away my worries and my pain
girl i know we'll  make it through the rain together
 
chorus:
if i never get to heaven then at least i will have known
i had an angel here on earth that i could call my very own
and if this world should end tomorrow girl this much i know is true
i found my piece of heaven the day that i found you
 
(instrumental interlude)
 
chorus:
if i never get to heaven then at least i will have known
i had an angel here on earth that i could call my very own
and if the world should end tomorrow
girl this much i know is true
i have found my piece of heaven the day that i found you
 
like a river flows and a flower grows, my love for you will never fade
like the sun will rise in the morning sky you know i am here to stay

fresh start this august! sure?

wow! my blog's improving huh? got a pic! a green duck picture... hehehe.... got my new message board and a visitor counter! it's not just a new look for my blog but i also discovered a new style of what i think will improve my grades because i think that there's no progress regarding my academic grades... and i'll not tell you my new technique yet! hehehe... i need to see if it really works then ill share it with you. suppose to be, ill be posting my first august post this coming weekend but i need to use the computer for my biostatistics and MTLE(medtech laws and ethics) and im waiting for my groupmates to send me through email the data that i will use for the powerpoint presentation. and while waiting, here's a chance for me to do this thing.
 
prelims started with nothing new but still a busy schedule. first day of prelims class, the profs already gave us lessons. what's new? neway, that's 2 weeks ago already... hehehe... first week of august... will i have a good luck this month? in my studies and social life? harhar... i dunno... i believed that our life was already planned, we just don't knoe about it, but now im starting to believe that we make our destiny, that if you want to be rich, then you must do something to attain it, and if you're a loser, then it's your fault. i don't knoe why... maybe because i don't see any miracle in my life that makes me believe that something impossible in life be possible. look, eventhough i try very hard studying, i don't reap the right fruits that ima suppose to get. so i must say that i should exert more energy than to what i usually do? i think what im doing is enough to say im really studying hard but i don't get the point why im not yet improving. i can't answer this right now... im really having this problem... a big Q! and while thinking this problem, it's getting worse, i get a hard time studying my lessons because i lose concentration and i feel really bad about it. and the worst is, sometimes i just ignore this problem pretending that i have already solved it by accepting the fact that it's happening to me so that i can concentrate with my studies and not be distracted for it keeps running in my head. i need a break... i need help... or maybe im the only one who can solve my dilemma.
 
neway, i dunno how i will get a piece of my shit for a stool sample needed by the interns! whew... damn it yeah!  we are required to do so but i don't want to. wahehehe.... they instructed us that we need to put to the stool container the last portion of our shit and i think that would be a tought thing to do! imagine how hard it is... at first i really don't get how to do it until a friend of mine really step-by-step explained it to me as in every details. the students who will give stool samples are from seat numbers 1 to 33, im on seat 25 and i just hate it because it was supposed to be in random order but that's how our good and wise class president tole us to do because he's in seat 35+. really unfair... owkay... i need to rest because i have to review later for my MTLE class... damn MTLE! hmp! later...