MeDtEcH WeEk memories special!


weeehhh!!! 2 hot escorts of gorgeous lady diana... wakekeke... taken during the parade... LOL... (kenneth, lady, ako!)
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taken after the parade... beside me is my blockmate... our contestant to ms. medtech... lady diana... LOL.... nde si ana hah! LOL....
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taken after the parade... i actually didn't noticed that kenneth was taking a shot! LOL>>>> i was looking at the ms medtech contestants... LOL... si... ______. hehehe...
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ako at si ana... taken while we are idle waiting for the parade to start!!! mr. and ms pharmacy!!! yeah! LOL>>>>???
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yeah! GO 3F!!!! wahahaha... LOL... taken at the field! wooohhhhh!!!! ABCDEFFFFFFF....... (balloons made from surgical gloves)
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taken during the parade... 2nd day of medtech week! this photo taken near the gym... GO 3F-MT!!! yeah! section ng matatalino! LOL....
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wow! 3-F medtech yeah! taken during the parade! wering lab gowns... wahahaha... LOL... (2 ladies in front: mayleen and revo...) yeah!
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Tx:anxiolytic drug---> BDZ?

it's 2am and i decided to stop and do some bloggin... im no half-way on my studies yet but imtrying to be cool...

neway, it was a long week, september is our family's month... bcoz there are a lot of september birthdays in my family...

well, did you knoe that i've been to manila zoo last sunday... t'was my 2nd time in my entire life... or is it the 3rd? well, same old manila zoo... no big changes... well, i didn't enjoyed it bcoz i really don't wanna come and also because there are a lot of people... but i was assigned to drive the kids there... sad... but t'was owkay...

pressure's risin as sembreak gets closer... it's bcoz of finals and prefinal exams! grrr... er,

devoe asked me if i am a homophobic... er, and now he's teasing me as a homophobic... and it's buggin me... i never thought i was...

devoe is a nice friend... i mean he's gay but he's different... yun! and un nga, he suddenly asked me the question if im a homophobic because siguro na-sense nya.... wahahaha LOL.... neway, moving on...

i tole him im not sure... well maybe yes, or no... bcoz i had and have gay friends who are very kind and very mabait naman...

yes i am afraid of gay people when they're the type who are very aggressive and "pahalik naman, pare" type of homosexuals... dba? i knoe most, i mean P=.8 straight men are afraid of gays...

sabi pa nga nila, nakakahawa daw sila... eryt? maybe true... dba?

depende yun sa type: the agressive and the mabait...

er, nakakailang din ksi paminsan pag may kasama kang gay e... pero don't get me wrong, i think most straight men feel that way... pero my point is, it depends on his demeanor... kahit ano namang klaseng tao dba? you choose based on their personality and traits...

moving on...

why women are so hard to understand, and sometimes they're really out of this world?

(im actually bothered about this 2 text messages i received a while ago... that's why i asked this question)

i admit that im closer with women because i think i can please them more... i think i have this talent to please them well... except pag sobra ang mood swings nila at pag wla ako sa mood... i think it also depends on her attitude... i mean syempre, i like pleasing them... masaya sila kasama and believe me, bihira kang magka-problem when you're with women except if you're arguing with her or it's about love or relationships... but why? mahirap pa rin sila maintindihan...? they have oddities that i don't understand... why? i wish women will comment on this... sorry ah... nag-pop lang this topic agad sa mind ko...

er, i think i better leave... it's already 3am... nyt!

CURRENT READINGS: the five people you meet in heaven, acad books
LSS: she will be loved
DISCOVERY: now i knoe why i easily get red when i drink... bcoz im asian... most asians don't have the ability to metabolize acetaldehyde very quickly... acetaldehyde is a products of alcohol metabolism... if acetaldehyde is accumulated in the body, t'will cause unpleasant reactions such as dizziness and facial flushings...

Klebsiella rhinoscleromatis

hey!!! THIS is soooo ka-aliw! hehehe... i admire how klaren writes... galing! when you read her articles, wla lang... basta, kaka-aliw...
 
neway, i would like to greet my brother, it's his birthday today! yipee! LOL... HAPPY BIRTHDAY NICO... apy bertday, apy bertday, apy bertday nico....
 
i was in starbucks a while ago... reviewin my clinical chemistry about proteins, read histology about female reproductive system and read microbiology... i still have 2 books to read... finish microbiology about enterobacter and cestodes of parasitology... wonder why im doin a blog? huh! wla lang... i just feel like writing and bihira ang mood ko when it comes to writing so, i decided to do this in a while...
 
i missed starbucks and while im in there a while ago... it felt like the first time! LOL... there i was enjoying my venti caramel frap, reading my notes... the silence was deafening... asa pa ko! it's friday, konti tao... and! it's still 1pm... LOL... neway, it felt really nice... the smell of the atmosphere ahhhh the aroma, the ambience was relaxing... so cold, i was wearing sleeveless... drinking a cold coffee... i was freezing... i went in the veranda, no! too noisy... i returned inside...
 
then i was bored... i invited some friends but wag na lang... i realized i was there to review! so, i continued to review... then people started to fill the room, familiar faces... students who also always go to starbux to study... then i was happy...
 
my frap was half empty when i saw this beautiful woman at the veranda, sitting outside with a friend, wearing a red tops and black jeans... she's wearing glasses, texting someone... i realized t'was her! she's angelika dela cruz! LOL...
 
actually, we'll be having a quiz tomrow in clinical chemistry... i already reviewd it... we'll be also having egg hunting! an early easter! LOL... no silly! we'll gonna have a practical tomrow about different eggs of parasite, here's the rule: we'll be given 10 different slides, we need to focus and identify the egg in 30 minutes... dali diba? hehehe... yeah! it's simple... yabang ko mamya, mahirap pla, but i think it's easy isn't it?
 
er, my family will be here tomrow night, they'll pick me up at starbux tomrow! im excited...
 
how sad, we're left here in this corrupt country! wahhh.... my cousins will be leavin for canada next week! ohhhh.... kami na lang sa father's side naiwan dito sa pinas... but it's ok... hmp! ayoko sa states nor canada noh! LOL... before, i used to have this migration mentality but now, ewan ko, i wanna stay... sabi ko nga, if ill be a doctor, id rather stay here... or if ever im gonna leave the country if matters get worse, id rather go in asian countries like singapore... dba? i dunno... i love asia... hihihi... LOL...
 
oops! it's already 8:30pm! er, ano pa ba? isip, isip....
 
Why microorganisms exist? WTF?! i dunno! if they don't exist, we wouldn't be studying them! then our life would be easier... LOL...
 
wahhh! haven't listened to love notes!!! ba naman yan... er, ano kya topic?
 
dear joe, i wasn't able to hear the latest episode of love notes... can you please play it again? or can you email me the story and your advice? thank you... dack
 
hey, sale sa guess today! i saw it a while ago... my grany asked me to buy gift for my brother, i was in the mall when i saw they are sale! so, i bought the gift in there... hehehe... sana i have money... mayaya nga sila sa sunday...
 
hey i gotta go... wla na ko masabi! er, sayonara!
 
LSS: er, wherever you are
CURRENT READINGS: de lost and de leon...
DILEMMA: wat's wrong with my font?
DID YOU KNOE? : i came to realize and knoe that, that botox used to remove facial wrinkles to aging individuals is scientifically called botulinum toxin-a... it came from a bacteria Clostridium botulinum which acts as inhibitor to acetylcholine(ACh) release making the facial muscles relax causing no wrinkles... in other words, it's a parasympathetic inhibitor... it's actually toxic when swallowed... it can lead to death...

Lies---> damn lies...


hey! quote of the day: "there are three kinds of untruths; lies, damn lies, and statistics" whoever knoes the explanation for this... please leme knoe... thanx!
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in or out... am i in or out?

im like a stagnant water... contaminated with escherichia coli and giardia lamblia... pathetic...
 
er, i just feel unproductive... wah! i'll not gonna go gimik from now on except sem-breaks and summer vacation... i failed my pharmacology quiz... t'sux! i dowana talk about it nemore...
 
neway, another thing that pissed me off is that our report in medtech laws and ethics wasn't really good... i think i should blame myself, but no! i did my part, i knoe every details of my report... er, my partner? no! i don't think so... maybe... i heard karren wasn't really prepared at that moment and i also had a problem when prof hapan started askin us questions that are not discussed yet... i was discussing yet the introduction when she started babbling questions which is to be discussed later... she asked questions randomly, at first she will ask topics at the last portion then later ask questions from the first topic... i became more confused when i started to back-up karren to her portion in reporting because she's havin problem reporting in english... i was running out of words especially when prof hapan continuously asking questions... i was the only one answering the questions, karren would also give her idea after my answers. we're also running out of time making her ask questions continuously making me confused... t'sux huh? who's to blame? i dunno... maybe, human elements? LOL...
 
medtech week was/is owaky... i think i will not go tomrow... bcoz i need to study! huh! bad3p!
 
why rude people exist? ----> i mean, why tarsiers exist? LOL... forgive them... they're endangered...
 
owkay, in short, this week was not good! it's bad3p! wla lang... end ko na nga to! sorry, vent lang... bad3p ksi...
 
sayonara!
 
LSS: in or out (whole week! i dunno why)

jhec and alvin's birthday moments


alvin and jhec... ang mga may birthday at nanlibre... salamat!
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edong's--->jhec and alvin's bday


another snap... taken after eating... busog.... L-R (karren, kira, icee, cheng, au, ken, ryan, alvin, jhec, vita, ako) look! ako lang naka-civilian, ksi umuwi pa ko nagpalit! wahahaha... LOL.
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jhec and alvin's bday celeb...


eating again at edongs- tomas morato... birthday ni jhec and alvin! er, great food din tsaka affordable daw... L-R (ryan, alvin, jhec, ako, karren, kira, icee, sheena, au)
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my birthday moments...


L-R (aurelio, jhec, kenneth, icee) hala kenneth! wahehe... taken during my birthday celeb at "d pit"!
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whew! saya kumain lalo na with nice friends! er, L-R (icee, sheena, christian, ana, ako, avic, dude ryan, aurelio)...
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taken at "d pit" on my birthday!!! great foods guaranteed! L-R (sheena-mon, mama christian, ana liezel, dude ryan, me!, vita-ness) look! review pa rin kami kahit happy-happy... LOL...
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walang kwentang post...

hi... what a day! whew... september 9, 04---> in case this post will be posted late...
 
i just want to make a summarize on things that happened and will happen...
  • im doing better with my acads but i guess im too late to achieve for DL... er, im gonna try...
  • i already have the NMAT form and all i need is to have a two 2x2 picture, let it signed by the dean and submit it personally in their office in makati... im really nervous about it...
  • er, something's wrong with people, i mean friends... i just don't knoe what... i feel odd for the past few days with them...
  • ill have my hepa screening tomrow (friday)... my first time to have a venipuncture... whew! sakit kya? and we'll be interviewing doc rodrigo, the usth pathologist!
  • i bought medicine for my grany and realized that she's taking furosemide... yah-yah... it's a diuretic drug... it's for her kidney particularly the loop of henle, she's got problem with her kidney functions because of her diabetes milletus... her creatinine's high so she needs to excrete them through urine... wah! LOL...
  • professors are so happy because the top notcher in the medtech boards was from UST... LOL
  • ill be in starbux later! wah! i miss starbux!
  • luckily, the basketball uniform for my tito was done already... i just got it a while ago...
  • my family will be here again next week!
  • er, unfortunately, i think i can't go to my friend's show... got lot of things to do... sorry... who knoes... tignan ko pa...
  • wah!!! ang daming babasahin!!!
  • may report ako sa monday... dapat nung wednesday pa e... kaso d kami umabot... im excited!
  • medtech week next week kaso i think it's will be just a medtech day... hehe... me klase e... tsaka dami na sked na gagawin namin like quizzes and practicals...
  • wala na ko maisip... prepare pa ko para mamya... hmmm... pathetic nanaman uodate ko... LOL...
LSS: confessions part 2, it's you, i've just begun, i wish i wasn't
CURRENT READINGS: wala, ill wait for the book my mom bought for me... er, five people you meet in heaven tsaka cain and abel...
  • soon! post ko pics nung bday celebration ko...

love story and stupidity...

where do i begin? ---> a popular line from a popular 80s song? er, LOVE STORY
 
is the song title LOVE STORY? or is it the movie? i dunno... mybe the LOVE STORY movie soundrack is the song that start "where do i begin?"
 
history repeats itself...
 
owkay, now i have to open this for everyone to knoe, as i have said before, i have to hide nothing, it might hurt some people, but please im just venting out the hurt im feeling inside ryt now... i think now's the time... i need to vent things out... er, naawa na din ko kay kenneth... and i need to say sorry...
 
im talking with my good friend kenneth ryt now and i thank him for being there always... katext kahit hating-gabi na... confiding problems and asking advices... gah... nahihiya na ko sa kanya dahil lagi na lang problems ko sa buhay nasasabi ko and i hardly have time to hang and bum with him to just talk  about good things, normal things, great things... achievements... or simply just fool around like the things we do before... thank you pare!
 
moving on...
 
when i met my ex-girlfriend for the first time, my first girlfriend, a serious relationship, the feeling was back... i was shocked... she's there not talking to me, cannot even look at my face, she can't even say a word to me, when she would say something to me, she cannot look at my face, i knoe she's not comfortable meeting me again but for me, the feeling was back and i thought it was just an aftershock of the love i had for her... but it stayed... for months thinking about her, making it harder for me to study... thinking about her mostly everyday... having hard times to sleep...
 
actually, we broke up because, i looked forward to what will happen in our relationship, that it will get bad... stupid reason i knoe... during our relationship, i was having problem with my studies, problems giving enough time for her, problems not having a communication, away with each other(w/c i thought i fell-out), and family pressure. t'was a tough thing for me coz, t'was my first serious relationship i had, and college was also a tough thing... and that was also the first time i live independently, without my parents being always around to help...
 
t'was a stupid break-up, i admit it... i missed her after 1 month of our break-up... i ignored what i felt. but i tried to move-on and i was successful not knowing the feeling would be back when ill see her again...
 
so, when we saw each other again, and the feeling was back, i just kept it... not letting her know what i was having again for her... i also thought that maybe it was a wrong feeling... considering if i see her as a friend only or as a special someone, love for a friend only or deeper... we got closer again but we considered each other as friends like we used to before we had the past relationship... we then found each other talking about the things that had happened with us... and we realized that we're in-love again with each other... we don't say it by words but we knoe we do love each other... and it started to bother me...
 
one time, we we're able to talk about it... i was bothered bcause i dunno what was really happening with us... so i just tole her, everything i feel about her with honesty and respect... she then revealed that she we're also feeling the same thing...
 
since, we were not at the same school, having my heaviest load of subjects at school, i tole her, im not ready to commit again with her, and also, i have fears that i might commit the same mistakes again... and i might be unfair with her in terms of giving time to our relationship because i am too busy for studies... and she knoes that...
 
we kept the feelings hanging and it still bothered me that time because it's an abnormal thing to like having a relationship, but actually not... loving that person, but not together... for me it felt worse... i was distracted more and more every other day...
 
maybe she felt the same way, so she invited me to meet... she then opened the topic about what's going on with us... i felt so strange at that time bcause she did not tole me that we're going to talk about it that time... i tole her that im not really ready to commit because of the reasons i said before... er, i also don't want to hurt her again (if ever) coz i might commit the same mistakes again, and the consequences of not having to see each other often would also be a big thing to consider... she tole me also that we're feeling the same. she also tole me her reasons why she doesn't want to commit... there is this big barrier between us so we can't be together now...
 
we actually don't want to end it up there but we decided to end it because we're just making it hard for us... it's hard to do the things we do in our everyday life when something's bothering you, bothered by the feelings that we don't knoe what's happening to the both of us... we don't knoe if it's the right feeling, we don't sure if it's the right time for us... so, that was how we formally ended it... after that, i felt so weak and it still bothered me because mybe ill regret the decision we've made... stupidity? i dunno...
 
a week before we formally ended it, i had a talk with this girl, a girl i've known... i had a conversation with her because i texted my friends that im already broke because everynight i was in starbux to bum and review... well, 90% review owkay...? i dunno what came into my mind why i also sent her the message...
 
she's from my school that i was attracted from since second year, which happened to also having a problem with her boyfriend... they broke-up... she was actually so into him that she even cried to me over the fone... we talked a lot and i became like a bestfriend (not really) to her because she tole me everything, which for me is something you can only tell to a friend you have for a long time... i actually only had the intention to help her with her problems because i knoe she really needs help... so, advices were shared and we found ourselves always texting each other after that...
 
almost everyday, we texted each other like old friends, actually i used to text her before especially during summer, but just a cliche conversation... but that time, t'was different... we can say anything on the text... as i have tole you, i have a crush on her so, i get to like her more as we text more...
 
i felt confused for some days because at that time, my ex and i we're still on the stage of trying to get back together... crisis...
 
it came the day that my ex and i finished everything about our confusing situation... after that, the girl and i continued to text each other...
 
so, we got to knoe each other more and more until one day, she texted me that she wanted to meet up with me... due to heavy sked, we decided to meet after my 7pm class... she also tole me she would share something to me... i was excited to see her and so, we had a great time together that we got to knoe each other more... i actually had a great night with her because we were able to talk personally and i got to knoe her more, the deeper her... t'was great that i never cared how late night we ended the meeting...
 
i was just so stupid, again for the 3rd time and please let it be the last time... that im starting to like her... and im already into her... at first, i was on denial... and i controlled my feelings and emotions for her... my friend adviced me to contol it... but i was out of control... and still on denial...
 
we text each other and later this night, i found out that she and her ex-boyfriend were back together! i dunno what to say when she tole me about it... she even thanked me that i was a BIG part of it and i was such a great friend to her... gah! i dunno what happened next, my mind was blank, and i started to cry...
 
i dunno why im crying because there's nothing to cry for... im not mad at her, im mad to what i did... i let myself hurt... stupidity... i felt used but im not... feeling ko naloko ako... kaso nde naman...
 
now i badly need coffee... i wanna go to starbux but t'was already 10pm... bukas na lang... i-aaral ko na lang talga to bukas! kaya ko to! mag-aaral ako bukas whole day!!!
 
i need to say sorry to you (you knoe who you are) about not telling you about this thing... i kept it to you... i actually don't have the feelings for her yet when we were having that crisis together... we were just mere texting like friends at that time and at that time, my purpose was just to help... it's also not one of the reasons why i dowana commit to you now... im really sorry... what i tole you are all true... im sorry...
 
and to my girl schoolmate, im really sorry that i let myself fall for you not thinking na nde mo naman ako masasalo... i knoe you still love him very much but please learn na magtira ka sa sarili mo... ksi mahirap talga... i dowana tell here the whole story about you but please learn from your mistakes... t'will make you grow... and, giving him a chance, that's your decision, i think it was also good to give a person a chance... to be back with him eventhough you tole me that no chances at all na... er, i hope nde ka magsisi sa decision mo... and ill always be here as a friend... im sorry that i opened this thing here, if ever you can read this... i hope our friendship will stay... all i expect now is to still be friend with you... er, open pa rin ako as venting material pag may prob ka... im not mad at you... pls bear that in mind, ako yung may kasalanan... ako yung nag-expect e... im sorry...
 
life's full of struggles... wahhh!!! another mistake that i dowana repeat again... at least... im learning now... im learning with mistakes i did... i remebered jen from dawson's what she said to her daughter through video before she died, "commit a lot of mistakes because i learned from those mistakes" ---> mistakes are the best teachers in life... you can learn from them... i knoe this is just a small flaw in my life... marami pa kong ma-encounter na ganito... marami pa kong kakayaning ganito...
 
LSS: negative things, sorry 2004
COLOR: blue, dark
CURRENT READINGS: parasitology, pharmaco, histology, et cetera ---> para makalimot...