tonight, my senses don't make sense at all

hi...
 
it's sunday and im glad that tomrow will be a special day for i will not wake up early bcoz there would be no classes! hehehe... neway, my family left and im sad again... their visit's too short... less than 24 hours... life's like that... and it sucks!
 
ok, i've ben thinking lately about not showing up on the NMAT exams... i dunno... it's because i haven't reviewed or prepared for the exam... at least there would be no record that i got a low grade if ever i took the exam and got a low score... i'll just take the exam next summer. my pediatrician tole me not to review nemore for the exams because he didn't. he's actually also from UST, same premed course as mine and took his med at UST. well, a friend of mine tells me about her review and the like and it bothers me when she talks about it. and i can't stop her... i downa be bad... but what the hell neway?
 
owkay, i knoe im wrong! i should take the exam! kaya ko to noh! LOL... enough about these strange feelings of failing to get the NMAT grade for uste! i knoe God will help me... i knoe He'll let me knoe or recall the things i've learned for the past years in uste, and er, as well as in HS."?" He'll let me get that score!
 
ew.. matrix hello!
 
well enough about NMAT. ima suppose to go to gateway a while ago but im already tired becaue we went to makita the whole day with my family. gateway's oready open and i wanna see how it is... ima check if the ads were correct! and i also wana try taco bell! hehehe...
 
my fone's repaired! t'was diagnosed of broken wirings and dirts so t'was kinda malfunctioning. i also had it checked about its bluetooth and it's malfunctioning also... i was toled that t'will cost me 6000 bucks with that hardware replaced... and repairing the 'btooth' might lead to the death of my fone, and with that a new system is needed to save my fon which will be more expensive...  id rather buy a new fone, eryt?
 
er, i think ima go now... ima study... amazing time to study because my family just left... LOL.... big hug!

wow! matrix hello!

hehe... dropped by to download the file sent by mae domantay about 'the autopsy' movie! gawd, i love that movie! ngek! that was the movie our professor refered to as 'the first daughter' LOL... neway, to tell the truth, t'was nice... hehehe... owkay... now don't fuck me wrong... because im happy! from now on ima post short messages almost everyday... day to day experiences and surprices!
tomrow, will be nice... my class will start at 1pm... real nice huh? and the usual time of classes will be cut to half... so if we normally spend one hour on clinicalchem, tomrow t'would just be 30min... hehehe... downside? i got 3 quizzes!
so ima go now coz i got lotsa things to do! er, important things.... ZZZZzzzz LOL... kiddin!
(so, maybe if you're curious about "matrix hello", well... it's a greeting when you're sad then became happy... not necessarily from sad to happy... can also be vice versa... it's like changing personalities then you said hello... wakekeke) --->forget this! LOL

i wish i wasn't

were the right words to say... indeed!
 
and i used to love that song by heather headley...
 
i dunno how to say this but im totally stressed out by that hell of a week! my whole body needs a long vacation kahit kaka-bakasyon lang!
 
neway, i greeted egoi... eunice nga pla... a happy birthday nung wednesay... sa sobrang wla ko sa condition, i thot t'was already nov. 18! wakeke... she was shocked when i called her on her fone then greeted her... LOL... kala pa nya nakalimutan ko date ng bday nya... e, pano ko makakalimutan e magkasunod sila ng bday ng utol ko... ayun! pero greet ko pa rin xa the next day!
 
er, kenneth invited me last saturday to watch the concert of slipknot at amoranto in roces st. unfortunately, i was broke that time and unluckily, the concert was cancelled... poor kenneth... ok lang yan tol!
 
luckily, my week was okay because everything went well from my relationship with my uste friends to my studies, except for the result on my first quiz on hematology... the easiest quiz yet the lowest quiz i got! i never understood what our professor really meant on her question: "Explain why blood stays in liquid form inside the body." LOL... easy ryt? the answer is: "because there is a balance or state of equilibrium between the pro-clotting factors and anti-clotting factors.". that's always the answer! yet i didn't get her point when she tole us to write it completely. she always remind us that abbreviations are not allowed in exams... like: PCF - pro-clotting factors, RBC - red blood cells... and i thot, what she meant of "write it completely" was not to write the abbreviated word. un! i was possesed by katangahan... her real point is to write all the pro-clotting factors and anti-clotting factors... which was very easy! tsk... but im now ok... neway, that's still the first quiz... LOL...
 
wow! wait a min... there's more...
 
i just hate when you can't understant someone you  really knoe so well... i mean i think so... i think i knoe her sooo well but now... i dunno... it's been so long... she's making me mad? because of her not telling me something i think i ought to knoe... and all the things said? and she's acting sooo wierd...
 
i just hate people who are like that, when they make you feel they "hated" you but don't tell you what's wrong or something especially a person who's been special to you... i dunno, if i was correct... i dunno if she's hating me right now... but i can sense she is... all those words expressed...
 
well i think i did nothing wrong yet i feel i am the one who's wrong... what's wrong with "you"....  ?
 
i can't hold this nemore... ima tell this here because i knoe we can't solve this by talking personally because we've tried that before... and the net is your world and i think it's the best way...
 
fine, so it's not the end of the world yet but i tell you... you ended it... you made it final... like what you said, we can still see each other sometime but i don't think that will come... if it will, t'will be different... FRIENDS...
 
i dunno if you already found someone special but i tole you before that t'will be okay as long as you tell me because i knoe you'll be bored.
 
and if you already moved on, why are you like that?
 
if you can't hold on too long... then i'll let you go...
 
that's not a prob, all im doin right now is for a great future... that's why we have to be apart... a good future for me and that special person i want to be with... that's why im still holding on... yet i believe now i should let go...
 
LOVE IS THE ONLY RATIONAL ACT... you made me realized that i should also not hold on too long...
 
thank you my friend... thank you very much!

you will always be my boo!

weeehhh!!! ima go to starbucks after this... heheh... im sooo excited... ima read there because i have a lot of things to 'must' read... LOL... i knoe it's nov 14 yet but i dunno... i just feel like going to starbucks tonight... oh sorry i think i haven't tole or written here yet that on nov 15, that would be tomrow is the come back of my favorite coffee jelly! yes! hehehe...
 
vita's been cold for me for the past days and i think the simple reason for that matter is only because i bought the henry book first when we were supposed to buy it together... i dunno if there are other reasons but well, im not happy on what's goin on... peace out!
 
i was sad for the past few days but i guess and realized that there's nothing to be sad about... eryt? hehehe LOL... owkay... ima go now... sayonara! neway, thanx egoi este, eunice for the call and advance happy birthday!!! hope to see you soon!
 
nga pala, my mom would be here tomrow... i think ima accompany her to go to divisoria... LOL... im excited that she's coming!

E-P-A-L

i dropped by to say hi because im researching about the history of immunology. first week of second semester, so far so good! pero mahirap pala talga second semester... wla pang kalahati ng first sem. i have four classes tomrow... namely: clinical chemistry, clinical microscopy, immuno-serology and myco-virology and i have quizzes in all these four courses so... i think ima leave now... sayonara! o nga pala... im happy because... wlang klase sa monday! yipee... LOL...

my bunk's a mess...

...full of school stuff.
it's november and wow... it's already second semester! wakeke... neway, school already started last wednesday and i already have scheduled quizzes next week... whew! neway, im back at uste and im happy to see again my classmates especially my friends... some are gone yet there are also new faces in the class... haven't met them personally yet... LOL. our block met almost all our professors and knoe what? next week will be our seminar on venipuncture! wah! LOL... t'was just 3 days... oh i mean 2 days of classes yet there are already a lot of scheduled things to do... like? would you believe that we'll be watching 'first daughter' next week on histopathology class? what's with the movie eryt? i also don't knoe why... LOL... this semester is the most expensive semester! i mean, there are a lot of expensive books to buy and a lot of requirements to acquire... like the hema kit, etc... neway, this is my last semester in uste, hopefully next year, im already in a hospital laboratory! yes! hehe... lemme not think about that yet...
when we visited our loved ones last nov1, i was surprised to meet new cousins... i mean cousins i seldom see... whew, i hope to see them again soon...
im glad i accidentally met egoi in petron station at the NLEX last nov2... we stopped to eat lunch and i was shocked when i saw her there eating also... hehehe... LOL... at least kahit d kami nagkita ng sembreak, nagkita kami sa NLEX... LOL...
i miss my family... sooo much!
actually, we just got home from my cousin's debut and im tired yet i have to finish my assignments yet for next week... er, i think i need to go now... bye!