i wish i wasn't

were the right words to say... indeed!
 
and i used to love that song by heather headley...
 
i dunno how to say this but im totally stressed out by that hell of a week! my whole body needs a long vacation kahit kaka-bakasyon lang!
 
neway, i greeted egoi... eunice nga pla... a happy birthday nung wednesay... sa sobrang wla ko sa condition, i thot t'was already nov. 18! wakeke... she was shocked when i called her on her fone then greeted her... LOL... kala pa nya nakalimutan ko date ng bday nya... e, pano ko makakalimutan e magkasunod sila ng bday ng utol ko... ayun! pero greet ko pa rin xa the next day!
 
er, kenneth invited me last saturday to watch the concert of slipknot at amoranto in roces st. unfortunately, i was broke that time and unluckily, the concert was cancelled... poor kenneth... ok lang yan tol!
 
luckily, my week was okay because everything went well from my relationship with my uste friends to my studies, except for the result on my first quiz on hematology... the easiest quiz yet the lowest quiz i got! i never understood what our professor really meant on her question: "Explain why blood stays in liquid form inside the body." LOL... easy ryt? the answer is: "because there is a balance or state of equilibrium between the pro-clotting factors and anti-clotting factors.". that's always the answer! yet i didn't get her point when she tole us to write it completely. she always remind us that abbreviations are not allowed in exams... like: PCF - pro-clotting factors, RBC - red blood cells... and i thot, what she meant of "write it completely" was not to write the abbreviated word. un! i was possesed by katangahan... her real point is to write all the pro-clotting factors and anti-clotting factors... which was very easy! tsk... but im now ok... neway, that's still the first quiz... LOL...
 
wow! wait a min... there's more...
 
i just hate when you can't understant someone you  really knoe so well... i mean i think so... i think i knoe her sooo well but now... i dunno... it's been so long... she's making me mad? because of her not telling me something i think i ought to knoe... and all the things said? and she's acting sooo wierd...
 
i just hate people who are like that, when they make you feel they "hated" you but don't tell you what's wrong or something especially a person who's been special to you... i dunno, if i was correct... i dunno if she's hating me right now... but i can sense she is... all those words expressed...
 
well i think i did nothing wrong yet i feel i am the one who's wrong... what's wrong with "you"....  ?
 
i can't hold this nemore... ima tell this here because i knoe we can't solve this by talking personally because we've tried that before... and the net is your world and i think it's the best way...
 
fine, so it's not the end of the world yet but i tell you... you ended it... you made it final... like what you said, we can still see each other sometime but i don't think that will come... if it will, t'will be different... FRIENDS...
 
i dunno if you already found someone special but i tole you before that t'will be okay as long as you tell me because i knoe you'll be bored.
 
and if you already moved on, why are you like that?
 
if you can't hold on too long... then i'll let you go...
 
that's not a prob, all im doin right now is for a great future... that's why we have to be apart... a good future for me and that special person i want to be with... that's why im still holding on... yet i believe now i should let go...
 
LOVE IS THE ONLY RATIONAL ACT... you made me realized that i should also not hold on too long...
 
thank you my friend... thank you very much!

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