i realized that i should go home and be with my loving and understanding parents, family, this coming christmas break. i tole my mom everything (the prob etc.) and i was like crying and all that, i guess she was too, i can't tell her everything on the phone so we texted. the text messages were like soo ma-drama and all that but i guess it's a good thing, she's my mom you knoe, and i love her and also my dad and siblings... naku! neway, we said our sorry to each other blah blah... of course i don't hafta go with the details... basta, i learned my lessons and i hope they did too! eryt? of course they should... hehehe...

neway, my fish patrick (i never mentioned it before, i have this fighting fish named patrick, taken from patrick star of spongebob square-pants) almost died. his house had this crack at the buttom, and i didn't notice it till the next day... i think it cracked when i cleaned it. so buti na lang, i noticed it in the morning because i have a night duty starting afternoon that day, so i rushed to buy a new one... yun! hehehe...

so finally, yes another finally, im quitting... to burn. i'll soon live a healthy lifestyle (clean living daw)... i dunno, but ill try hard to make it work, no nics, no meat(fish-accepted), no sodas, and ill try to quit coffee too... if ever, pure coffee, no creams and just a little sugar. ano pa ba? er basta i should, look! im already 20 and im already old... i should start living healthy... eyryt? hehehe... i knoe im such a loser. so what?

im reading: this milan kundera novel "the unbearable lightness of being"... im having a hard time understanding it but i will finish it... kahit next year pa! hahaha...

our defense was moved! yeah! t'will be on december 20! and after that, christmas party at philippine heart center, after the christmas party, paskuhan sa uste!

katangahan sa buhay...

i realized that for the past month, i've been crying almost everyday. i'm such a cry baby... and now all those bullshit thesis, internship and med interview e dumadagdag pa... i dunno, i think im insane or im just missing something. what is my fucking problem? im going to medicine but i don't knoe how im going to do it, how am i going to study such a stressful course if i don't have any support and paraphernalia. what will you do if the things you want for yourself are impede by your parents? what if you don't have a choice? i mean any choice you want to choose... would you cry like me? what if you were not raised to complain or protest to your parents? what would you do?

maybe im selfish that's why... maybe because im a brat.

my friends are busy now... how come? bakit ngayon pa?

Mga solusyon (siguro):

  • i will not go to medicine na lang siguro, i will find a jod after school and live independently
  • wag umasa sa magulang
  • keep myself busy especially when alone
  • matutong sumagot sa magulang lalo na pag alam mong tama
  • tulungan ang sarili para maibalik ang relasyon sa magulang
  • stop being a maudlin
  • wag mag-paka-brat

i hate to see you go...

im bad. everything... in any aspect... i might not go home to pangasinan this coming christmas, eventhough i have this 7-straight-days break... i don't want to do it but i think it's the best thing to do... everything that happened this month sucked! i don't knoe but it really was sucky... i hope before it ends, everything will be back to normal... at least into normal... i miss my two buddies... now it sucks more...

sucky events:( i hate to do this but in order to let go pls give me a chance to recall everything that made this month sucks!)

  • somebody's shit-using my email.
  • i think my dad hates me. (according to my mom)
  • i think i hate my dad.
  • i am broke. (whatever is you're thinking, YES)
  • a VERY demanding and SOOOO inconsiderate thesis-mate.

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new things... special things...

Converse Shoes - Hi-cut Red

i bought this pair of shoes when there was a sale at converse... i've been longing to have a red converse shoes ever since i saw kenneth's red converse shoes... the only difference in my shoes from his is that mine's hi-cut!


Patrick Star Cellphone Bling Bling

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this patrick star is a keychain... or cellphone bling... it's now happily hanging on my cellphone... wahahaha... neway, i actually saw my cousin ivy have a spongebob keychain like this... i asked her to buy me a patrick star but she never did so when i was having my YB while waiting for my 2x2 picture to be printed at dapitan, uste, i saw a vendor selling keychains then i found it! wohoo! very cute indeed!


Top Havaianas - Jungle Green

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this thong is the most special rubber slipper in the world! my brother gave it to me without any reason... basta he gave me... i actually joked him to buy me one after we pick-up on the bus station the plant mom sent him... he bought himself a 'style' too! havaianas rocks! very comfortable... really!

i hate this house

i just hate where i'm living right now... i feel sooo young and still desperate of going out with friends and socialize... they treat me like a child... it sucks to hear that because i'm already 20 years old! what the heal is wrong with them? i mean, can't i stay out late? im a guy and can manage to go home safe... i have friends who were free to do things whatever they wanted to do... as if im gonna try drugs or something... eryt? i don't even drink nething alcoholic when i go out... damn it! neway, i wanna move out... ASAP.

hey, im old enough ok?! i should do things on my own now... i already knoe what's right from wrong.


Bye Luna, Hello Heart!

Im now working at Philippine Heart Center as an intern. Whew, buti na lang i've got the same sked with v.Luna medical center. The sked's the same but the rest, sooo different! I was shocked because they're not that strict with our attendance. The staff in different sections are all good also. Interns are not allowed to extract alone unlike in V.Luna. We accompany the staff in warding... sometimes they let us do the extractions... especially if they find out you're from a lab where interns do the extractions. Unlike in V.Luna, everythings automated in heart, except for staining procedures and the ESR (wala namang machine for ESR right?) LOL, oh and also the processing of tissue in histopathology is also not automated. But i miss V.Luna sooo much, of course all the people there... wah... okay lang, im starting to enjoy naman na e... although iba pa din ang first in... un!

neway, thesis? we're editing it na lang and we're done! Im excited about defense... naku!

i had my exam a while ago, amp, ang hirap nung identification, yun pa man din yung topic na di ko masyado inaral... newborn screening!

Fontana Gallery - Group 3 AFPMC LAB interns '05

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Doomed Social Life...

It seems like years already of not posting anything sensible in my blog. Like a virgin, it feels like my first time posting again... It's Saturday afternoon, my tooth, er gums (?) is aching badly that I consumed two mefenamic acids already for today... my dentist gave me medications yesterday... amoxicillin... and er, ponstan(mefenamic acid)(?) that'll be for a week. My gums' already swollen and abscessed, and even though I want to eat everything I want to munch, ouch it hurts… Hopefully, the pain will go away tomorrow… I don’t want to work 24 hours with an aching tooth. “Fall for you”‘s the song I’ve repeatedly singing since last week. I want to go out but I can’t, I need to rest, I need to think about things that had happened and are still actually happening in my life… Finally, I’ve been honest to tell her what’s really happening with me… the ‘single’ and ‘ in a relationship’ thingie that’s also been bothering me a long time ago… but now a knoe a lot of people also experiencing the same thing as mine. I dunno, you may think that im selfish and all that but I think im not… im just following what I want and I think I just want myself to be happy and that’s important. She also said that it was okay so I guess she’s happy with that. Eryt?

I learned that “we cannot equate love”…

“I know I'm caught up in the middle
I cry just a little
When I think of letting go
Oh no, gave up on the riddle
I cry just a little
When he/she plays piano in the dark”

Soon enough, I’ll be leaving AFP, how sad; when Im already enjoying my stay and have met new people I think were nice and cool to be with… People who have same thoughts as mine, thinking of going into medicine… They encourage me more to take up medicine because they’re really so dedicated of taking it up. I also met leaders, actually doctors who inspire me… our pathologists and you knoe… some staff… they’re so nice to be with although I thought they’re not actually cool. Sure I’ll be missing everybody and everything especially my group mates and section-mates… You see they’re really supportive… Fontana na! Yup, we’ll be going to Fontana this coming grand-off!

Anyway, friends come and go… I thought UST people are among my friends who’ll grow with me until I uugod-ugod… but no, I still found people who are more interesting, shares the same mind and interests and also believes in same principles and beliefs with me. Even though these new friends are from different schools, they’re really there to support and help you. I don’t want friends to go… it’s up to them if they want to go… I’m a person who tries my best to fill up the days I was not with my friends… but I think some are not cooperating with my effort…

I believed friends will be there in a single call of help… I was wrong… Real friends will be there in a single call of help.

aba! isang taon na 'tong blog ko?!

There's a right or wrong to know for everything
And the truth is somewhere written in between
But there's always something missing in the dark
Until you find the true condition of the heart
Well, I can visualize the pieces of a dream,
But it's not as far away as it may seem
But if truth be told, it's you that holds the key
To the question that defines my destiny

I've been in love, a time or two
I've seen the world, but not with you
I wanna fly and spread my wings
I don't wanna cry,
I wanna sing
I wanna live and take a chance
I'm not afraid to love again
I wanna fall, fall for you
And I want you to fall for me too

I've had plenty conversations with my heart
Coz I want this thing to work, not fall apart
So, I ask my heart how it can be so sure
And it answers me because your heart is pure
I've got every expectation that is true
Coz my heart won't lie to me, much less to you
But if truth be told, it is you that holds the key
To the future that becomes our destiny

Until the mountain snow melts into the stream
My heart flows like the river to see
To the heavens up above, I pray to God our destiny is love

*** Ei, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BLOG! 1 year old na siya! wohooo! And Happy Birthday din sa akin! LOL... Ayun! Nakaka-awa nga lang kasi nde na ko masyado nakakapag-post...

weeeh! it's patrick star!

Image hosted by Photobucket.comyeah it's patrick! this little patrick star was given by my lovely girlfriend last june 16... actually, t'was not a surprise although i was surprised to see patrick sooo freakin cute! LOL... i knoe i knoe... im a big fan of spongebob squarepants cartoons but my fave is not spongebob but patrick... booooo spongebob! t'shud be "the patrick star show!" or better yet "patrick super star!" LOL... kiddin! er, actually, june 16 was a long, tiring yet amazing day... babrie and i together with my good friend ken and girlfriend rhona went out... watched this smith movie and had dinner... un! njoy kami! this picture was taken before we went inside the movie house... actually, t'was me behind patrick... LOL...

sari-saring litrato...

Image hosted by Photobucket.comthis picture was taken during our orientation sa OPD lab... they bore us so we took pictures of ourselves... yun! lalo na yung orientation ni DG, major... sa amin... enaco! kung pwede lang kami magpicturan dun! baka mabigyan kami ng demerit e... ang nakakainis pa, nag-eentertain siya ng questions tapos parang galit na galit kung magtatanong ka... labo!  pero ok naman.... ako yan, si racks, si kwin, joseph tsaka si ara yung di na maxadong kita... hahaha...

ayan si kwin! reina real name nya... at pinagtripan namin siya... pinasuot ang ribbon tourniquet na ginawa ni joseph... yun! this picture was taken nung asa blood bank section pa kami... kasama namin group 4 that time kya puro kalokohan nanaman kami...Image hosted by

Image hosted by Photobucket.comtaken at gerry's grill baguio... with my younger brother... ayan! wala kami magawa kasi wala pa yung food... umuulan that time sa baguio and sucky kasi pangit talga pag umuulan... yun! pero ok naman kasi im with my family... bihira na kasi kami magkasama ng buo... yun!

Image hosted by Photobucket.comtakenb at starbucks baguio with my dad... nung una ayaw pa nya magpa-picture kasama ako... at! ayaw ata mag-coffee that time pero hindi rin nakatiis... sa starbucks kami pinaka-matagal nag-stay while we were in baguio... kewl!

Image hosted by Photobucket.comnag-mumuryot na trizzia, my brat little sister... ayan... kakampi nya si dad... brat kay dad yan e... this was also taken at starbucks baguio.... e lam nyo ba na may starbucks mug na din yan! nagpabili kay dad at kagad naman bumili si dad... nyek! pinabili ba naman yung maliit na kulay pink pa talaga... weh, sabagay... babae naman siya kaso... dba? sis, it's a coffee container... addict ka na din?

Image hosted by Photobucket.comdad, mom and trizzia... taken at gerry's grill baguio... wala pa din yung food kaya wala pa din magawa... ayan! picturan na lang ulet!

Image hosted by Photobucket.comthis thing i did when my brother and i ate at burgoo gateway... yan... wla lang... they'll give you kasi crayons and you're free to jot or draw nething sa table... yun! e while waiting for our food, i did this... yung kapatid ko, naglabas ng angst, tama ba yun?!~ heartbroken kasi! wawa naman... pero nung time na kumain kami sa burgoo, umiiyak ako habang kumakain... nag-iiyakan kaming dalawa... kasi naman tumawag ata sila mama that time... tas nagtetext kami... they were also out pero sa baguio naman ata sila... yun, na-miss lang namin yung eat out namin every sunday...

this taken at solas (sola?) im not sure... after birthday party ni ryan sua... e nakaisip na maginuman tong si vita at alvin... ayun! actually, nakauwi na ko ng bahay nun, tumawag sila exactong ready to sleep na ko... at napilit nanaman ako... so yun! punta ko sa abscbn loop... masaya naman kasi may band yung bar and pwede ka maki-jam with the band... yun! e naka-isang vodka ice lang ko... si alvin, vita and ice, naka 4 na smig light... enaco! pero ok naman hindi ako na-late kinabukasan at walang hang-over... ok din kasi na nakainom ako ng isa kasi mabilis din akong nakatulog pag-uwi...Image hosted by kira, vita, alvin, ice, sheena, ako

Image hosted by Photobucket.comthis was taken at dencio's banawe... birthday ni ryan dude! yehey! njoy kami jan... at oo, 4pm anjan na ko, and what time sila dumating? 7pm! mga pasaway... pero ok lang... ayun! sarap food... at nagpaka-busog ako sa iced tea nila... (L-R) alvin, ako, ryan the birthday boy, aaron, sheena, ice, vita. si kira yung kumukuha ng pic tas si ken umalis na... nagreport na kasi may atraso ata... lagot!

Image hosted by Photobucket.comthis was taken sa hematology... actually, we were doing this test called PT,PTT... ayun... e we were waiting na matapos yung incubation... na-bore kami at nag-picturan! yun! (L-R) joseph, michelle, ako...

Image hosted by Photobucket.comthis is my sooo mabait na friend sheena... taken at solas bar... yun!

Image hosted by Photobucket.comanother picture taken sa birthday ni ryan dude... wala ako jan kasi ako yung kumukuha ng picture... (L-R) alvin, ryan, aaron, sheena, ice, vita, kira)

Image hosted by Photobucket.comthis is jak ang lauren taken at LIS resort nung nag-invite si barbie ng dinner... ayun... nice yung dinner party kaso bad3p tong 2 to kasi hindi pumunta nung sunday... e si lauren pa man din ang ang-set ng date pero hindi pumunta... ka-bad3p~! pero nung araw na 'to... ok naman...

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Image hosted by Photobucket.cometo si eunice... AKA egoi... kuha to sa starbucks libis... wala siyang magawa kaya nag-picturan mag-isa... ayun! lumabas kasi kaming HS friends nung sunday... eat out sa eastwood... treat nya ko sa starbucks kasi dala nya yung coupon nya... ako hindi, nakalimutan ko e... ayun! mga around 12 na yun... nagmamadali kaming bumili kasi mag-13 na e valid yung coupon ng june 12 only... yun! dapat sa eastwood kami mag-bux kaso daming tao... yun! njoy din nung night na 'to kahit inaantok ako...

Image hosted by Photobucket.comtaken at burgoo with my B... ayun! inabot kami na magsasara na yung burgoo sa tagal namin dun kumakain at nagkkwentuhan... kami na nga lang ata kumakain e... pero super njoy yung date... actually, we watched a movie before we ate dinner... kaya sobra late na...

Image hosted by Photobucket.comayan si michelle, nag-PT,PTT pa din kami nyan... sa tagal ng incubation, daming pictures na kami... un!

Image hosted by Photobucket.comsi tinie, dumaan habang nag-PT,PTT kami... so naki-join sa picturan!


This is a test post from

blue sky - hale album

When do stars fade their light?
Does the moon and the sun, make it right.
For you the world maybe
Like an endless storm chasing a mystery
Is there hate in your heart?
Does your body drop and tell you to stop
Loving you or loving me
When it all falls down you just sing with me.
Coz there's a blue sky waiting tomorrow
Waiting tomorrow shining and shimmering
A blue sky waiting tomorrow
Waiting tomorrow
Maybe it's all we need.
Oh don't you wash away that smile
You just look out the window and
see the light
It's beautiful to be alive
It's wonderful to live a life.
The sun is sure to shine
For you and me for everyone
So don't be sad it's just the start
Of a new beginning in you life.
Rain will keep on pouring
Some things you can't control
And while the sun seems far and
hard to hold
It will unfold.
There will always be a blue sky
A blue sky waiting tomorrow.

same ground - kitchie nadal album

My love,
Its been a long time since i cried
and left you out of the blue.
Its hard leaving you that way when
I never wanted to.
Self-denial is a game
Its strange i never would've
wanted if until there was you.
Because i have learned that love is beyond
what human can imagine,
the more it clears the more i have to let you go.
that's why i don't understand is why im feeling
so bad now when i know it was my idea.
i could've just denied the truth and
lied. but why am i the only one standing stranded
on the same ground?
My love,
Its been a long time since i cried
and left you out of the blue.
Its hard leaving you that way when
I never wanted to.
Self-denial is a game
Its strange i never would've
wanted if until there was you.
Because i have learned that love is a
word gets thrown a little bit too much.
the best excuse to fill the infinite abyss
i have never have to if all else fail
If all else fail, would you be there to love me?
If all else fail, would you be brave to see right
through me?

masaya - as the music play album by bamboo

Ako'y malungkot na naman
Amoy chico na ako
Ilang tagay na, hindi pa rin tulog
Tanong ko lang sa langit
Kung bakit pumangit
Ang dating masaya
Ngayo'y panay problema
Bumabalot sa mundoBakit ganito...
Ang pag-ibig, ganyan talaga
'Pag bago pa ang pag-ibig
Ganyan talaga, masaya
Pagkagising ko
Nakita ko si Juan
Na siyang adik sa aming lugar
Parang droga daw ang bisa
Na ginamit nya kanina
Sa una lang daw masarap
Ang pag-ibig, ganyan talaga
Ako'y nilamon ng pag-ibig
Ganyan talaga, masaya.

steep - nina live album

Softly, gently I will let you down
'Cause I don't love you
In the same way now
I can hold you
But not with lover's arms
'Cause you are more of
A brother to me now
'Cause I can lie next to you
But I can't lie to you
(Chorus) So walk into the sun and watch me
Run into the rain
For you, the future's easy, so don't weep
For me, it's getting steep...
I loved you for
Exactly who you are
And I'd say we've come
The nearest yet by far
'Cause I can lie next to you
But I can't lie to you
So walk into the sun and watch me
Run into the rain
For you, the future's easy, so don't weep
For me, it's getting...
From where the dark that's where I want to be
From going somewhere you won't want to see
So walk into the sun and watch me
Run into the rain
For you, the future's easy, so don't weep
Yes, I will watch you
Walk into the sun and watch me
Run into the rain drops
For you, the future's easy, so don't weep
For me, it's getting steep...

jack's loft...

independence day! can't feel it... gusto ko nang maging independent kaso, hindi pa rin talga pwede... yung tipong may sarili na kong bahay or condo unit man lang, own car and nice job... enaco... neway, wala akong pasok kasi holiday... and bukas, seminar namin but wala pang signs na meron talga... i think wala... kaso im worried kasi ilang weeks na kaming nde nagseseminar at hindi ginagawa yung thesis... mamya di namin matapos yun! amp! er, neway, im already planning for my birthday... weh, decided na ko sa jack's loft... the prob is yung date... i want it sana na exactong july 23 kasi saturday naman yun and grand off namin... kaso, i have to make sure na maraming makakapunta sa araw na yun... baka maraming may duty nun or what... dba? kya nga nagtatanongtanong na ko ngayon pa lang... enaco wala talga ko ma-post... er, post ko na lang mga fave songs in my playlist... actually, 4 albums yun... one fave song per album na lang...


am soooo fuckin lost... owkay... i visited my friendster account and i tried adding new friends from afpmc people... i knoe im sooo damn pathetic but hey, im bored and disgusted because i kinda don't like what i did a while ago... to have a fuckin really bad conversation with my girlfriend... because i find her OA at her first few messages and it started to irritate my ass up... i dunno... im not usually irritated with my girlfriend before kahit gaano pa ka-OA yung conversation namin... but kanina... wah! i dunno... maybe im just tired, sleepy and a lil hungry... pero the hell with me?!

owkay, moving on... my cousin was downloading songs a while ago and i joined her so that i can download my favorite songs too... but no! we're not yet finished... we started like 5pm and we only downloaded 8 songs... kewl? nah... and so we stopped...

i feel so constipated... literally constipated... i think im dehydrated due to excessive sweating... ang init kasi! sobra! amp... buti na lang... the aircondition units in the lab are working na... except for some of course but they're tring to fix it na... but hey, i also lone the sun! I LOVE THE SUN!

did you knoe that we've been home alone... i mean with my 2 cousins and the helper lang... my grannies and my other 3 cousins went to pangasinan and baguio to u knoe... have a vacation and stuff? LOL... yup... and their arrival is still indefinite...

group 3 is planning to have a night out next week (grand-off)... and i hate the idea! because ill be going home to pangasinan... because i miss my family... sana di muna matuloy!@ shux!

BARBERO? how come it was termed barbero? i didn't get the point... Gerben daw is barbero sabi ni Joseph... ewan... i dunno kung anong attitude ni Gerben yung barbero...

24 hours kami sa sunday! wah... pero ok lang... feeling ko maraming crossmatching for monday operations... yun! im enjoying crossmatching naman e... lalo na pag na-solo namin yung centrifuge... sooo madali at mabilis...

owkay... alis na ko... antok na ko... big HUGS!


gah... it's been a long time... obviously, i've been very busy... busy with my work... i've been in 3 laboratory sections already and im happy with blood bank section! i sooo much enjoy crossmatching...

neway, im from duty... it's my first night shift with 30 minutes of sleep... i usually have 2 hrs sleep... but in blood bank section, we cannot manage to do that na... neway, there were a lot of things that had happened... to name a few:

  1. my utol did not pass the OT interview at UST... he'll probably study at CEU...
  2. im enjoying my co-interns in our section... especially group 4... masyado kaming maingay when our group and theirs join forces... LOL... kwin is also kalog and racks is sobra humirit... astig... basta joseph and fred are corny...
  3. AUF interns are soooo mababait... i enjoy their company...
  4. when internship started... eating in jolibee's already a pleasure... especially every from duty...
  5. i had my first merit... it's a 3 days merit... sir volts gave us merits kasi nag-over time kami... dami kasi blood donors...
  6. broken sonnet by hale is still my favorite song... and i miss starbucks...
  7. our thesis is still a big Q to us... and im missing my old friends...
  8. gateway is now my favorite mall... wah! no need to go to makati! yehey!
  9. im predicting that after another month, aling mary's will be my favorite na... pati tennis at EDADES na din... wah... sawa na ko!
  10. a few ups and downs pero happy pa din... weh!

tama na muna yang 10... there were a lot pero i can't think of some more na e... so yan! er, antok na ulit ako... later...

nico at ako... taken @ burgoo gateway! weh... na-miss ko family ko! na-miss ko eat-out namin every week!

trizzia and babet... taken @ starbucks baguio... i miss my sister soooo much! hehehe... biro mo, kapatid ko, nagkakape na! LOL... grade 1 pa lang yan! LOL...

another picture taken after eating @ taco bell... co-interns (group 3 and 4) L-R king, RS, donnabelle, ef, joseph, ako, reiko, jerben, racks! weeeh....

taken @ taco bell araneta center with co-interns... L-R joseph, RS, donna, ef, kim, reiko, jerben, racks

trizzia at ako... my sooo brat sister... taken before they left for pangasinan... i miss her soooo much!

white sand... taken @ katungkulan reasort, calumpang, ternate, cavite... where we had blood letting!

beach!!! taken at ternate cavite... blood letting location!

i miss bloggin...

apparently, i've been busy for the past weeks... eh, obvious, eyt? well, im actually enjoying my work in the lab... im now in serology section... i do RPR and typhoid test... what sucks is that i hafta visit uri-para everytime i need to centrifuge blood... and what's suckier is that i hafta rotate the RPR plate for 8 minutes because the lab has no mechanical rotator... and a few days from now, asa blood banking na ko! weh, excited na ko! and anyway, i miss my UST friends... i rarely see them... even on tuesdays...

and so, i got a new set of friends... they're from different schools of course... and i think they're really kewl and we really hang-out easily because we live like neighbors kasi sa QC kami lahat nags-stay except for some but they are also on the go kahit gabi na umuwi... really kewl guys...

wah... i can't fuckin write a matinong article... labo! er, maybe tomrow would be different and im already in the mood to write... hay...

ok... ima go na... tsk... ima post pix na lang...

amp mga araw!

monday, i was assigned sa OPD section with tinie... all we did was to extract blood samples... un! the cut-off time for blood extraction is 9.30 so we were in breeze after 9.30... we ate jollibee with the OPD staffs and watched TV till 2.30... after that, pinauwi na kami... then 6pm, we went to ward's party... summer outfit nga kami e... ok naman yung party... met new friends and went home late night again...

tuesday? seminar... pero t'was scheduled as our research day for our thesis! but no, ma'am tiburcio didn't text us the thesis topic we were supposed to research so we did nothing... was supposed to have duty ng night shift but my groupmates did not agreed with the idea... so make-up duty ako kinabukasan...

wednesday, start ng pangit na araw!
amp, wtf! knoe what? muntik na kong mabigyan ng 3 days demerit kahapon! amp! last day ko sa information section tas ganun pa! pano naman, i don't knoe na ang cut-off ng urinalysis for OPD is 10am... ang alam ko lang e sa chemistry, sero and hema... ayun! wah... pero ok na daw ako sa staff but i haven't talked to the staff yet who found out that i accepted an OPD urine specimen! well, baguhan lang po... sorry po...

thursday, another pangit day!!!
at kanina... wth... ako na nga yung nag-magangdang loob, ako pa napagalitan, napagbintangan! wah... what a day! so group 4 ang "from" kanina, i arrived in the lab 30 minutes early so i was like helping them in the serology section... because kaka-rotate lang namin, e di ko alam mga gagawin... si ate janitress ( i dunno her name) pumunta sa section at pinagagalitan mga group 4 because their basura is on the hallway... so yun, she thought i was also a group 4 so she was like telling me her angst blah blah... then so, naawa naman ako sa group 4 dahil madami din ginagawa kasi dami nag-donate ng blood... so i took the basura and placed it outside... dun sa lalagyan ng mga idi-dispose... yun! at kaninang hapon! aba! sinugod ako ni ate janitress! wah... kasama yung isang sundalo na head sa lab! wah... tinuturo-turo nya ko at sinabing nagtapon daw ako ng not properly sealed blood container! at natapon daw yung blood, mabaho, blah blah blah... amp! buti na lang mejo close kami ni sir kasi kasama ko siya nag-eextract nung asa information pa ako... di nya naman ako pinagalitan kasi sinabi ko yung nangyari talaga... weh... but still ate is still talking blah blah blah... so yun! inexplain ko sa kanya... pero ayaw pa din... basta sabi nya ako daw nagtapon! isusumbong daw nya ako sa doctors blah blah at may demerit blah blah! e, kasi naman yung group 4, nde nilagyan ng seal yung container so yung blood, na-spill... yun... e mejo mabaho na kasi ilang days na pala yun... e yun... ewan ko dun sa ate janitress... i kept telling her t'was not my fault... ako lang nag-forward nung trash sa disposal unit... un! so tinanong nya sked nung mga group 4 sa serology... so, sinabi ko na lang... and tumulong na ko mag-linis ng blood! amp... masyado na kong nagiging mabait... well, enaco! ewan ko na lang pag napuno na ako! er, sana lang d na ko pagbintangan ni ate dba? kasi group 3 ako nde group 4! sus! buhay!

night shift

God bless me! naka-survive ako sa night shift... t'was last monday till tue mawnin... and im lookin forward sa 24-hr duty ko on april 16! (B, we can't watch the concert... pano ba yun?!) plans... enaco! sana makayanan ko yung 24 hours na walang tulog! eeek! lam nyo b? muntik na ko pumasok ng uste na hindi naliligo... and not only that... galing pa ko ng lab... kasi naman, our thesis title proposal was nung tuesday, and we were told to be in ust at around 9am... wat is 8 am ang out namin sa lab ng tue mawnin kasi i had my night shift... buti na lang... our staff is soooo mabait that she allowed us to leave at around 6am... weh, i still waited though for others kasi nakaka-awa sila especially in bloodbank... weh, ayoko mag bloodbanking! amp... eion! well, dumaan muna ko ng bahay to take a bath then went straight to ust... eion, but no... we were then told there in sut that we have to wait for the professors 'till 1pm because the interview for the medtech 1st yr applicants was also that day... amp, wala pa ko tulog nun! buti na lang, my groupmates in thesis were good naman so, they let me go home na after our research to get my sleep! ayun!

amp, tama bang 1st blood extraction ko ay sa buntis na manganganak na ata?! LOL... grabe... naawa talga ko sa kanya! siyet... d ata manganganak e... pero in that bukaka position (nakalimutan ko yung term e) na siya... she's havin problem ata... er, ectopic daw?! and eto nakakatawa... the doctors there did a pregnancy test... weh, negative... and they were like..." is this test strip expired"? weh... d nga? LOL... e dba pag ectopic pregnancy, low titer ng HCG? weh, not sure pero alam ko ganun kaya nag-negative e... LOL... anyway, the doctors were not like me! u knoe... kilala nyo naman ako dba? mabait... heheheh.... the patient is in pain na nga then they were like yelling at her blah blah blah... amp...

at, naka-pag-extract na ko ng blood a while ago... from venous vein sa paa... yup! yehey... sobra kabado ako kanina amp... pero 2 attempts kasi naman... nag-jerk yung patient kasi masakit talga pag sa paa... kasi manas yung left side ng body nya and he's in IV sa right arm so right foot lang talga pwede kuhanan... nahiya ko pa siya gisingin kasi natutulog at matanda na... e ayoko naman sumigaw dun! amp... sabi nung doctor sigawan ko daw... amp! d ako ganun noh! gagu!

ayun! d ako nakapag-icecream ngayon... weh... nagtanong pa si doc sa akin kanina, our strict pathologist.

doc isisdro: meron bang ice cream na sugar free?

ako: meron po sir.

doc: talaga? anong ice cream?

ako: BTIC po...

doc: anong BTIC?

(weh.. doctor d alam...)

ako: Better Than Ice Cream po...

doc: talaga?! saan makakabili nun?!

ako: meron po sa malls... LOL...

doc: haha... sige...

feeling ko lumabas lang yun sa V. Luna, bumili ng dirty ice cream sa labas! ahahaha LOL... nagsama pa ng intern! amp, ano kya yun?!


Im kinda confused lately... with what's happening here in our house and with my duty sked...

As of my duty sked... im just wondering why is it that i have 2 free days (apparently, it's like 3 free days). ok look, actually... our group, group 3 were not supposed to work last friday (first day) because our group sked for 24-hr duty was tuesday... so friday to sunday is said to be our free day... then they tole me that we'll be back already on monday 3pm? isn't it wierd? 3 days break?

Now lang... aalis na daw maid namin... enaco, kanina lang siya nagpaalam at aalis na daw siya tomrow! what is dat?! wah... ima do the chores and stuff! d to nakakatuwa!

nga pala, kakatanong ko lang kay aika sked ko... weh... she's now on duty, 24 hours... er, sabi grand off daw kasi ng group 3... once a month, every group has its grand-off sked... kaya yun! owkay... byers!

er, ngayon ko lang to na-post kasi kaka-OL ko lang... my granny's on the phone e... LOL... byer!

AFP - v.luna

good mawnin everyone! LOL... i just woke up... 5.30 am... had a long sleep from 5.00pm. my duty started yesterday... it's in AFP in v.luna... i was already in the hospital lab at around quarter to 7am... we were entertained and allowed to go inside the lab at already 8.00. weh! ok... so i am in group 3, assigned for first rotation in information section. wth, i thought it was an easy job but apparently, no... look... i was soo tired that i slept from 5pm to 5.30am! my job for the whole 23 days are to receive specimens, release results, answer the phone and greet whoever enters the lab... i knoe it sounds sooo pathetic but hey... honestly? it was not easy... pero ok na... actually, the first assignment given to me was in blood banking section... e ayoko nga, kabado ako dun... may tension dun e kasi yung nangyari sa east avenue med center... buti na lang pinalitan... er, i didn't eat my dinner, buti na lang, nagpakababoy ako sa lab... look: i ate halohalo on my first day, turon which i don't usually eat, sago't gulaman and was also supposed to eat pancit... LOL... ah... pati pa pala lunch! LOL... yun nga good sa information e... kasi there are lists of telephone numbers ng restaurants near the hospital na pwede mong tawagan and pa-deliver ng food... so yun... kung magutom ako... pindot lang... sounds kewl huh?

anyway, siguro ngayon lang yan... pag-nasanay na ko... siguro it's easier or chicken na lang... the people in the lab are ok naman and the interns who were still there are very supportive and kind... they were like good kuya's and ate's... hehehe.... well, they're students from FEU although wala namang gap... tinuturuan pa nga kami where masarap kumain and stuff... tsaka this one kuya... i forgot his name... well, ill ask his name again... toured me to the different hospital ward... there are hosp wards where you must not breath or well, breath if you want... (it actually depends on you, it's the pulmo section kasi... hehehe) meron pa nga kaming newbies co-interns from cagayan - tuguegarao... weh... sabi nga namin sa kanila, after internship, punta kami dun... yung staff sa section namin, si ma'm lucy... ok naman... mabait siya parang hindi magagalit... ewan ko lang...

the lab is sooo nice... downside? walang aircon ibang lab sections... asa pa ko sa information section... walang aircon!

er, un! that's my first day...

wala ako duty today and tomorrow... night duty ako ng monday(3pm to 8am)... pero punta ko katips ngayon... dry-run for NMAT... LOL!

ghe gutom na ko!

Broken Sonnet - Hale

wah!!! nahanap din kita... this is my current favorite song! LOL...

Broken Sonnet by Hale

And now i concede
On the night of this fifteenth song
Of melancholy, of melancholy
And in this next line
I’ll say it all over again
That i love you, i love you.

I don’t care what they say
I don’t care what they do
‘cause tonight i’ll leave my fears behind
‘cause tonight i’ll be right at your side.

Lie down right next to me
Lie down right next to me
And i will never let go
Will never let go.

The clock on the tv says 8:39 pm
It’s the same, it’s the same
And in this next line I’ll say it all over again
That i love you, i love you.

I don’t care what they say
I don’t care what they do
‘cause tonight i’ll leave my fears behind
‘cause tonight i’ll be right at your side.

Lie down right next to me
Lie down right next to me
And i will never let go
Will never let go.

I’ll leave my fears behind
‘cause tonight i’ll be right at your side.

Lie down right next to me
Lie down right next to me
And i will never let go
Will never let go.

But still i see the tears from your eyes
Maybe i’m just not the one for you.

Can You Help Me

LSS: Can You Help Me - Usher

Living on the edge out of control
And the world just won't le me slow down
But in my biggest picture
Was a photo of u and me
Girl, you know I try
I work hard to provide all the material things
That I thought would make u happy
I'm confused
Can u make me understand
Cause I try to give u the best of me
I thought we were cool, maybe I was blind
But never took time to see.

Will u help me
Tell me what u want from me
Can u help me
Tell me why u wanna leave
Baby help me
Without u my whole world is falling apart
And I am going crazy
Life's a prison when ur in love alone (ooh girl I love you)
I need u to come back home (you know I need you)
I don't wanna be alone

Girl I put ur love up on a shelf
And I guess I just left it to die
And now we're not together'
Cause I hurt u to any times
And now ur not around
I wish for every moment of time that got wasted
We used to make sweet love
Baby be my guide please take my hand
I want u to know that I got u if u need it
Don't wanna be on the outside looking in
I gotta have u girl
Can't u see.

Please stay don't go
I don't want it to be over
Give me another chance
I wanna be ur man
Girl u got me
Down here on my knees
Cryin', beggin', pleadin
I'll do anything for your love


Halo... Three consecutive days of outing with friends is not really a good thing... my mom just got the news a while ago about the 3 days day-out... and i got to hear her sermons a while ago over the phone... it sucks but i knoe they really care about me... but then, as if im doing anything wrong... ok... i knoe going out and be home late in 3 consecutive days is not a good thing but... this is the only time im doing such thing... because i have no time soon for these... look:

Monday, went out with close friends, apparently, supposed to be with dude ryan and twin bro ken only, but kira and babs also went with us... so we went to starbucks, intramuros and RP... t'was a bonding session... really... had a great time with them...

Tuesday, we played badminton with blockmates and other friends... we actually did this after enrollment... a bonding session with classmates and other batchmates... one of them is my new blockmate howard...

Today, wednesday... i went out with her... it was apparently not a bonding day with her... i accompanied her to makati because she has to submit her recommendation letter for her OJT! well, we watched 'the pacifier' but then... u knoe, it's just that...

bukas, seminar na kami, then sunod na araw (friday), start na ko mag-work! dba?

hay... sana nga mag-start na ko mag-work... antok na ko... sana maintindihan nila that hindi ko naman pinababayaan pag-aaral ko... im starting to think na hindi na tuloy mag-med... kasi naman masyado na kong pressured... look, what if mag-med pa ko... e d mas grabe pa dito... kailangan naman kasi sometimes ng social life... nde puro na lang pag-aaral... well, actually, mahirap naman talga ang course na medtech sa UST but that doesn't mean nahihirapan ako kasi may social life ako... actually, these people also help me get through this hard course... medtech is not like any other courses... compare na kung compare... mahirap talga... but duh... kung pabaya ako dahil sa social life ko, siguro di na ko umabot ng 3rd year...

hay.... tulog na ko...


er, it's easter sunday... i don't feel good! need i greet everyone? well, i already did... almost everybody because not everybody's using sun cellular... i already texted every sun cellular users, greeted them a happy easter... well, it's still a sucky day though... because i didn't have a good sleep... im really having a hard time writing... my grammar and vocabulary sucks... er, i guess it would be like this forever... blame my high school. neway, i forgot to greet kenneth a happy birthday here in my blog... well, bro, HAPPY BIRTHDAY! i knoe i pissed you off during your party and im really sorry for that... forgiven na dba? day after ken's party (satuhday), barbie and i went to gateway to watch robots with my sister and 3 cousins who were very kulit... amp, para kaming mga magulang dun! apparently, i was kinda pissed but then t'was fun... i actually had a great time... we then went to divisoria, still with the kids to pick my mom and tita because they bought tela for my uniform and stuffs for my cousin's birthday... well, i was very tired after that day because of heavy traffic (driving in an area like divisoria is not a joke especially driving an MT car... sucks) and the fact that i still don't have a nice sleep due to sleepless nights during exams and the friday night party at ken's apartment. whew! next day, we went to marikina to shop (tiange shop)... after that, we headed back to pangasinan... er, grad ng utol ko, yes, i went to my brother's graduation... it was okay except for the sucky feeling of seeing you teachers again... wah! so, it went well naman, and i also met my old friends in high school... they're still the same but then well, with some changes of course... especially the vibe... er, that night, we went to baguio to have dinner... and yup, for sturbucks... we're the starbucks family u knoe... hehehe... barbie went straight to baguio from manila to meet us and have dinner... well, it was a looong trip that she arrived at already around 10?. er, yup... we had dinner at around 10pm... after dinner, we went back down... another tiring day... kinabukasan, wednesday, wah! general cleaning ng bahay! amp, kakapagod... whole day, natapos lang namin? SALAS... yup! weh... nag-aalergy pa ko kasi naman, alikabok! hanggang ngayon? runny nose pa din... neway, it was kewl though because it served as a bonding time with my family... wakekeke... exactly! er, thurs and fri--> clean pa din ng bahay but it wasn't as heavy as wednesday... hehehe... saturday, we went to LIS resort... i met barbie there... well, apparently, she's reviewing for her examination this coming week. there were a lot of swimmers! parang nde sila naka-langoy ng isang taon! well, while my parents were making reservations for the golden wedding anniv of my grannys, i spent the time with her kahit saglit lang... well, kulang pa din... mom actually invited her if she wants to go with us to dagupan but i objected because she has to review... dba? so, we went to dagupan after that to shop... grocery and some things on the sides... hehehe... before we went home... i get to see ryan dude in their store... well, i was supposed to go there earlier but i don't knoe how to get there riding a jeepney... e gamit ni dad yung car kasi nagpa-freon... walang taxi sa dagupan noh! er, so i told him that maybe before we go home, e daan ako sa kanila... nakakahiya nga kasi nagpaluto pa ata siya ng merienda... hehehe... ayun! e, nang pauwi na kami, tama bang nagmamadali si dad umuwi... i dunno... he even took a short-cut pauwi... e mom wants to eat merienda so, we went back to city proper... buti na lang, sa jollibee sila nag-stop... e malapit dun bahay nila dude... dumaan na ko... hehehe... so, nagkita din kami... er, ill be going back to manila later... wah... excited na hindi... er, ima go to starbucks with my friends tomrow after our appointments... im excited! make plans, make plans... enaco! B, don't worry, we'll find time ok? kahit busy days na and evrything...

amp 24/7 yan, P350 na?!

i didn't knoe that guys like me can also become kilig at some moment... not until now... er, i dunno what to say when i read what barbie wrote... wah... click HERE to read... LOL... but of course that kilig thing is a different kilig to girls' kilig... malubha ang kilig ng mga girls... LOL...

neway, im back... home... pangasinan! yerp! apparently, i was already here since yesterday... why? e dba dapat tue pa ako uwi? kasi kailangan ko magpa-tahi ng uniform! er, eion! i've nothing to do here... buti na lang dala ko hand-outs ko for NMAT... pero nakakatamad mag-review! sus, katatapos lang ng exams noh, give me a break!

knoe what? yeah, admit ko na... im a brat,.,. pero Barbie, you have to admit mas brat ka sa akin... kasi na figure-out ko, mas brat ka talga sa akin...

er, d ko pa makukuha N6260 ko until next week! wah... d dumating yung order ni dad e! wah... but well, nabili ko na yung pink na shirt na gusto ko... like the shirt worn by wesley gonzales sa past picture na post ko... er, wait ko na lang mag-sale yung green tee from lacost! LOL...

neway, nagpa-order din pala ang utol kong graduate bukas sa high school ng kanyang new fon kay dad... er, N7270? wah... flip din... pareho kaming flip! LOL... er, wala lang... taka lang ko, ang dali naman ata kasi magpabili kay dad ngayon...

hey guess what? im wondering lang kasi... may nakita akong catalogs and price lists ng honda civic sa office table ni dad kanina... is he planning to buy a new car? hmmm.... don't expect! LOL...

ill be back in manila sa sunday! wah... nde na uli ako makaka-uwi... lapit na internship... weh... excited pero kinakabahan~! d ko pa nga alam kung saang hospital ako mag-intern e...

ghe, alis na ko, amp, ang init!


B, i miss you! see yah soon! :*
i also miss my friends... :P

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keen observation

knoe what? i used the microwave a few minutes ago... i reheated the pastel given to me by barbie yesterday for my merienda... after reheating, i noticed that there were number of ants inside the microwave... im just curious, would these ants going to mutate and turn into a monster or something of that kind? wah... what if... are they going to hunt me for doing so? or are they going to thank me for mutating them? LOL... wah...
pagod lang siguro ko mag-aral... LOL...

wat's wrong with my tag-board?

halow! this week's exhausting! 1 week na lang... tapos na ang aral days! wakekeke... i can already feel the internship syndrom... im beginning to imagine what life would be inside a real hospital laboratory... would it be harder? er, i dunno... ill give updates as soon as internship starts ok? hehehe...

neway, YES! another tiring week had passed... whew! well, it's not just a tiring week, also a freaking kagaguhan week. for the past few (3?) days, i was the object of laughter inside the room particularly to my close friends... not because im ugly or nething... it's because i have this scar on my nose... yup! a templar scar... i had this scar because it was irritated when one night, i think my face was too filthy because i haven't consulted a dermatologist for like months already... and i feel my face is studded with white heads blah blah blah... so i cleaned it for like an hour with a special cleaner... then it became itchy, irritated then it scarred. well, lesson learned, let the experts do the cleaning... but im owkay about it... no hard feelings... friends are like that... hehehe... LOL...

er, im starting to think about not going to review center tomrow but, well, i need to... i was absent last sunday and i need to get the hand-outs... and i think i might be absent again next saturday because we'll have this inuman sa apartment ni ken next friday! LOL... im expecting it would be fun... hope it will...

apparently, (well, *B, nahawa na ko sayo) er, ok na ko about the *issue... hehehe... bahala na sila... wala talga ko kasalanan... and isa pa... sus! i think they're trying to get the vibe again with me kasi i think they sensed that i was like getting away with them... well, mahirap din naman mag-move on... and iba na talga...

i tole ken a few days ago... "ken, sana nakipag-sex na lang talaga ako nung sabado, dba?" hehehe... what a stupid idea... pero come to think about it... they believed i did it then sana ginawa ko na lang para at least totoo, no hard feelings... LOL... well, im just kidding at that time yet, jowks are half meant ryt? LOL...

*B and i will see each other tomrow... and im excited to have lunch with her tomrow! well, i miss her badly...

finally, i will really take the NMAT on april10... we had submitted the form already yesterday in makati... and i think im really gonna do it, although having little fears on the side....

ciao ciao! nyt! big hug!

er, ken's right! there's nothing to fuss about it... well, im not guilty! it's not true... the problem now is, pano pa ko mabubuhay sa bahay na 'to? ang hirap makisalamuha sa mga taong pinagdududahan ka at siyempre iba na pakikisama sa 'yo... hay buhay... t'wud never be the same again... mom's right, i should let them see that they're wrong! amp! ok na ko... ok na sa ok....
posted by dack

it wasn't easy...

i think i should not write this here but hey, bat naman nde?

I wanna run away... I mean all by myself... run away all by myself... i don't knoe wat came into their mind that they feel im doing such immoral things! Last night, i was talking with her over the phone... Yes, we simply talked over the phone... not the usual me going home late already with her... that was the plan... go home early because that's what they want me to do... and also because i have a lot of school things to do... just when i thought everything was alright, just when i'm glad that i got home early, i was called a while ago downstairs and they asked me who's the woman im with last night in my bedroom... they said they heard me talking with someone at around 12 midnight and my lights are off... they even said that i turned on my lights right before the woman went out of my room. at first, im not thinking anything bad until i realized that they were already suspecting me of having that *thing in my bedroom last night. i was so shocked because im not expecting that thing.

i simply said i was talking with her on the phone last night... we talked at around 12 midnight already because that's the time when you can easily call using SUNcel. well, we took like an hour or two talking because hey, we only saw each other like 2 hours yesterday... and it's not the usual... 2 hours a week? that's not normal, ryt? so to speak! then, they asked me why the lights are off during that time... hey, wat's wrong with talking over the phone when the lights are off? and duh... we talked like 2 hours and so i turned off the lights to save energy and perhaps, t'was already late night. they again asked me about the girl who came out of my bedroom last night after switching on my lights... i toled them that i brushed my teeth before i slept so i have to turn on the light and get out of my bedroom to go to the bathroom.

But then, i think, based from their facial reaction... they were in doubt of me... well, im not doing anything wrong! it's like their faces were telling me, "i don't believe you blah blah blah." those stares really scared me! after that, i went straight into my room and started crying... well, i knoe i shouldn't be... but hey, this is the first time i feel so bad3p because "they" are accusing me of sooo not me things that im not really gonna do! and the fact that they'r "them"! dba?!

The crap... i hate this day!

i talked with her, mom and tita eva already and im thankful that they're there... sh*t im still crying you knoe... and i don't want to talk about it again because i think ima gonna cry again... kala ko pa naman nde talga ko maudlin... amp! well, and pangit kasi ng feeling na sila pa yung mag-doubt... i mean, im very open na nga with my relationship with her to everyone blah blah blah... and kasi naman, the prob is that, when they have problems with me, they don't talk with me... except kanina... amp!

isa pa... im not gonna do that kasi... i have sooo many plans for myself! mahirap na noh!

now evrybody knoes im such a cry baby... amp!

nde na ko makapag-aral... kya nga ko nde pumunta sa review center today ay para mag-aral... tas ganto lang pala...

im not going to run away... thanx kila mama...

give me a break!

mababait na bata!

alam nyo ba? nahuli kami ng MMDA kanina ni bro ken along laong laan - lacson intersection... amp! kasalanan ng blue fx e... kasi ambagal mag-drive... na-beating the red tuloy kami... amp! well, masyado kaming mabait para hindi matiketan dba? eryt! nde kami natikitan... you've read it right! konting palusot lang at ok naman na... LOL... wla lang... i have no one to tell... ciao!

fav line: "hindi naman po ako criminal, mayroon naman po akong good moral character!" --> twin bro.
guess what?! i've got invitations from 3 different med schools! LOL... fatima, lasalle and angeles univ! LOL... hehehe... la lang!

i must feel good today because it's friday!~

dapat march 03, '05 tong post na to kaso when i was about to post, B and i started chatting and so my emotions were gone... i began to feel the shift of emotions... from being sad to happy... then nag-DC ako para mag-aral... then break, tas aral, tas OL ulit ako to post... hay...
owkay... so, i was sad because i met carl a while ago when i was walking down our street from school. Well, carl is the son of our u knoe... very good and now very controversial barangay captain... here at east kamias... well, if your read newspapers and watch news programs, you'll likely get to knoe who im talking about... it's kap octavio garces... isa sa mga napapabalitang involve sa kidnapping... yes, the dennis roldan issue...
wah... im sad about his son because:
  • he's very affected... bihira na siya lumabas... (well, bahay nila tapat bahay namin) yet i believe his dad is not really involved!
  • he's my schoolmate... well, taga-UST din siya... LOL (connect?)
  • i saw him with a smile on his face yet i knoe... nahihiya siya...
  • basta alam ko... inosente dad nya...
wah! sana nga matapos na yan... naaawa ako sa family nila kasi naman... matagal na namin sila kilala kasi kpitbahay namin sila for like about 20 yrs na dito sa QC... and i think they're nice... amp, kasi naman...
pero ok na ko ngayon... masaya na ako...
hay... nde na ko matutulog... tatapusin ko to!
last month ng pagiging MTstudent ang pinakamahirap sa lahat! SH*T! puyat ako ng whole week! 2 weeks to go!
bye na! big lazy hug by dack!

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