katangahan sa buhay...

i realized that for the past month, i've been crying almost everyday. i'm such a cry baby... and now all those bullshit thesis, internship and med interview e dumadagdag pa... i dunno, i think im insane or im just missing something. what is my fucking problem? im going to medicine but i don't knoe how im going to do it, how am i going to study such a stressful course if i don't have any support and paraphernalia. what will you do if the things you want for yourself are impede by your parents? what if you don't have a choice? i mean any choice you want to choose... would you cry like me? what if you were not raised to complain or protest to your parents? what would you do?

maybe im selfish that's why... maybe because im a brat.

my friends are busy now... how come? bakit ngayon pa?

Mga solusyon (siguro):

  • i will not go to medicine na lang siguro, i will find a jod after school and live independently
  • wag umasa sa magulang
  • keep myself busy especially when alone
  • matutong sumagot sa magulang lalo na pag alam mong tama
  • tulungan ang sarili para maibalik ang relasyon sa magulang
  • stop being a maudlin
  • wag mag-paka-brat

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