Okay, this is the most embarrassing post ever or... so far. I feel so disturbed. I still lack sleep but then I just can't sleep. My heart is pounding so hard, probably due to continuous release of epi that keeps flowing through my system.
Here's a confession.
Last night, I was in a party, a very fun party. I partied not finishing yet my Community Pediatrics paper. I came home late, wasted and languid. I told myself, I should wake up after 3 hours of sleep to finish the paper.
But no! It seems like I never heard the alarm screamed! I woke up at 10:30 and did you knoe what time is the deadline? 11. All I had was my scrap. I panicked, immediately jumped out of my bed and headed to my PC. I was so nervous. I am here in Quezon City and a trip from home to school would already take me an hour. The car is also color-coded today.
What should I do?!
I checked my mail and there, a shared work of a friend who also happens to be a groupmate. Gawd, so at least I can just pattern my work to her work.
I was cramming like there's no tomorrow. Yes, there's no more tomorrow cos the deadline's like 30 minutes from the time I started doing the paper. Of course I didn't manage to finish everything out cos I was running out of time. Imagine, my mind's still in snooze and in panic all at the same time. So here's what I did, since we have the same family that we interviewed, I almost just copied the family information portion from her paper. As in almost the same. You can really tell... in that very particular portion of the paper. I tried manipulating some words and revised some of the sentences but no, it didn't work!
I emailed my paper to a friend who lives near the campus and managed to submit it a little late from deadline.
And now, my conscience is haunting me. I copied a friend's work.
I am so dead!
I hate this feeling!